Tuesday, May 08, 2012
who you are - and who people think you are.
yes, that's fearless. oh, how much do i want to be fearless.
prone to escapism sometimes. i run away, i hide, i block things out. if
running from the ghosts is equivalent to 2.4km, i bet i'll pass easily! hah!
& i still believe in the good. isn't it easier to live and breathe? believing that there is something good in everyone, in everything? it still makes more sense to me, no matter what happens!
& crying is really therapeutic. but i certainly hope i dont need so much therapies! but there is always a
safety net who is always there to catch you when you stumble and fall. do you see the people who are willing to stand by you? i see the people who are willing to support me, and i sincerely thank God for them.
seeing pretty lights makes me happy! spending time with people makes me happy! smsing nonsensical stuff to friends makes me happy! having random vendors/clients mis-spelling my name/calling me dear (yes, it really happens!) makes me happy - honestly, who goes around emailing people Hi dear when you have never met before? specially taking leave today to spend time with my mummy makes me happy! preparing gifts makes me happy! what doesnt make me happy? wrapping gifts. but knowing people have trouble unwrapping my gifts gives me a sense of achievement - the now-you-know-how-i-died-wrapping-it feeling hahahahaha!
ohgosh. im so eccentric!
want the best of both worlds.
it isn't as difficult as it sounds
Paradise is always where love is.
Tuesday, May 08, 2012
who you are - and who people think you are.
yes, that's fearless. oh, how much do i want to be fearless.
prone to escapism sometimes. i run away, i hide, i block things out. if
running from the ghosts is equivalent to 2.4km, i bet i'll pass easily! hah!
& i still believe in the good. isn't it easier to live and breathe? believing that there is something good in everyone, in everything? it still makes more sense to me, no matter what happens!
& crying is really therapeutic. but i certainly hope i dont need so much therapies! but there is always a
safety net who is always there to catch you when you stumble and fall. do you see the people who are willing to stand by you? i see the people who are willing to support me, and i sincerely thank God for them.
seeing pretty lights makes me happy! spending time with people makes me happy! smsing nonsensical stuff to friends makes me happy! having random vendors/clients mis-spelling my name/calling me dear (yes, it really happens!) makes me happy - honestly, who goes around emailing people Hi dear when you have never met before? specially taking leave today to spend time with my mummy makes me happy! preparing gifts makes me happy! what doesnt make me happy? wrapping gifts. but knowing people have trouble unwrapping my gifts gives me a sense of achievement - the now-you-know-how-i-died-wrapping-it feeling hahahahaha!
ohgosh. im so eccentric!
want the best of both worlds.
it isn't as difficult as it sounds
Paradise is always where love is.
