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Thursday, November 26, 2009

if only i can control my thoughts and feelings..

25 nov
swimming!

finally got to stretch my limbs. what a wondrous feeling! lols. seriously feel awesome after swimming! but deep-bone tired. hahah too long nvr din exercise le. muscle aches, hit my toes agn, splitting headache. my eyes couldn't adjust back from the pool water, damn pain and dry. and no eye mo at home!! ahh! and feverish too. omg, my body cannot tahan four hours of swimming! lousy *shakes head*

my brother can swim le!! *claps* :D

26 nov
cycling!

call me crazy, call me dumb.
yes, i went cycling when my body is still screaming that i need more rest. way to go, girl!

lols. right this minute, im starting to regret my decision.

i cant even walk properly, for Pete's sake! my toe there, the skin came off?! how did that happen?! dont ask me, i've no idea.

if the skin is red, isit sun burn? bcos im told that if its red and pain, its sun burn. mine is not! its itchy, on the other hand! scratch until skin came off /: *shudders* not a nice sight.

i hate lotion. and now, bcos of sun burn, im forced to apply lotion. ugh. how can anyone like applying this.. sticky coloured liquid stuff on their body?

how can anyone get sun burn for two days in a row? is that person blur or stupid? i think its the latter, tho.

// wants to mahjong ):
din get to touch the tiles at all!! haiix, made sihui bring it for nth.. sorry.

i think i was acting like a bitch just now. im just tired and i cant walk properly. and well, that's just my problem right? it shouldn't have been hard to smile abit now and then. instead of giving an expressionless face. is it pointless to say im sorry now?

and there's this frigging application in facebook that is so damn true la. i tried it three times ( two times were out of spite. i din believe it would be true agn. ) and all true? ahh! crap. why cant the other applications be true too? why just this single application? ):

sometimes, i wish im a mind-reader; so i can read your thoughts and not have to second-guess what you are thinking about. sometimes, i wish my heart is a computer and my mind is the remote control; so i can switch my feelings off and not feel hurt.
and i know deep down, it is not possible.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

idk what to feel anymore;
can anyone tell me what to do?

23 nov
went orchard for lunch, movies, books and starbucks!

fried prawns noodles!! ( prawn is dark orange when cooked. right?) my favourite. and yes, i do not know how to use chopsticks la. what you want. teach me how to use it with expertise la! lols. and Heather actually asked two other random people where they buy their fried prawn mee! thanks heather! :D

my girlfriend is an agent! it was greeeaaat! hahah ridiculously hilarious! :D i love the part where the guy wanted to take a photo.. secretly.. and his phone said SAY CHEESE! ( in korean, of course.) hahah, he was so busted. got knocked until dk-where by the police man who appeared before. hahah the officer also v funny XD and cute ( his actions la.)

i love kinokuniya! got two more books there. heh, and i bought two romance books from kino in malaysia too! my mother say i siao ):

24 nov
went SiHui's.

MAHJONG-ed with SiHui, Crystal and Sean.
omg, i think im addicted to it alr! ahhh D:<

lols, saw SiHui's sister and her boyfriend.
ohmy, my first thought was: he's taallllll.

and that reminds me: SiHui has a lamp that is like.. slanted.
since it's high up on the wall.. it's not me who hit it. definitely.
//
hope it wont be raining tml!
wna go swimming with my family (:

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Thursday, November 19, 2009

missed you.

been back for a night? and i missed ethel & fooxin's laughter alr! ):
cnt believe our 6D5N retreat is over alr ):
but we had fun (:
upload photos okay!!

many many funny things happened.
like kevin leading us walk the wrong direction to the taxi stand?
and running for our lives when we were crossing the road
and when ethel does the dk-what-character laughter!
and when we all started laughing at ethel's laughter in the hotel room
and when sihui's luggage cannot open!
and when everyone tried forcing it open while i take photo :D
and when we called this guy to open sihui's luggage with a hammer!
and when we used surgical tape to 'bandage' her luggage!
and when amanda locked herself out of her hotel room
and when we stared at the super small serving in pizza hut!
and when .. (:

some habits are contagious.
and that is not a good news.
ethel 'caught' the hair-twirling from andrew
& she 'passed' it to us in malaysia!
well, most of us anw. even chuanyee twirled his uh.. short hair! ( how did he manage to do it? )

couldn't really sleep last night.
guess it was too quiet ):

memories are for forever.

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it was sudden and unexpected.
i guess everyone tot that he was out of the woods alr.
but i guess not.
i hope he would be in peace now.

life is short.
i hope i live mine to the fullest.

carpe diem.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

} exuberance and euphoria are contagious

yes! olevels is almost over! well, it felt like it was already over last fri! OMG, cant believe it's over already! :D kindof expected it to feel longer than 3 weeks.

hahah, wna burn old the tb, notes and files.
but.. i dont think its environmentally friendly.

if complete combustion, there's carbon dioxide! greenhouse gases- trap heat and increase global temperature!

if incomplete combustion, there's carbon monoxide! it is poisonous because it will react with the haemoglobin in our blood and prevent it from absorbing blood- leading to death!

see. so, only option left is to recycle.
and recycling helps to.. i shall shut up :D

CLASS RETREAT!! <3
must play like siao over the next 6 days at malaysia!
LET'S HAVE FUUUUUUNNNNN! :D
& take photos!!
// i'll miss my tv tho ):

and when we come back, lets go out agn!! :D

// must stop thinking abt olevels already. what done is done. so, no point crying over split milk! lols.

p.s. i want to change blogskin! but i cant find a nice one- any recommendation?