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Friday, February 27, 2009

omg, im so not gna read storybooks on the way to sch/ home!!
i nearly took the mrt to lavender this morn!last on mon,i took to pasir ris,forget to alight,went back to tamp!!and i tot i was at pasir ris,so almost exit the mrt!this has never happened to me before!twice in a week,furthermore!

and we girlguides aren't that deprived of childhood so we're folding and flying paper planes,okay!!it's for our guides initiative next sat!and,it's good way of letting out steam!what do you know!
it's such a waste of time,and you know it.cnt you just plan?

it's only feb!two mths into our o'levels year!and we are like burnout alr.or isit just me?it's like our lives just revolves round meeting the deadlines of our assignments.and cca!i just realised all my saturdays in term1 were gone.i dont have any sat free except for the first one sat,week 0 that one,and the sat before cny for gg thinking day audition cos my leg hurt like..how sad is that!!
tml's science frontier has btr be good!
// im missing the laidback-ness and simplicity of life during breakthru camp..oh,and i made an acc for facebook.um.it's kindof confusing.. :/

i got by the past two years,surely this year wont be a problem?as long as i stop dwelling on the impossible..i believe i cn do it..
but a part of me just yearns for your care..

P.S. dewi!do you still remember those three phrases i tested you on wednesday?!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

HEY HEY HEY IT'S THINKING DAY!!
how cn anyone bear listening to that song for 5 whole mins?!!even while watching a video!

lols,tdy is thinking day!anw,i think ytd's performance was a total fiasco!my friend told me that the shaker was too fast,heh she dk the whole story!whoever said that singapore is just a little red dot cnt be more wrong!we were lost ytd!near the indoor stad!lols!how cn that be possible- well it did happen!

anw,ytd watched the news,there was this 13year old boy who killed his stepmother and his sibling- step or not step idk,but i guess should be stepsibling.he killed his stepmother cos she abused him.so,this brings me to my point,who is sleeping beauty and who is snow white!!i messed up my fairytales!do this two fairytales have stepmothers?
} would that 13year old regret his actions?he murdered two people!
&and weimei,im talkin about sleeping beauty as in the fairytale one,not someone with the nickname sleeping beauty!lols!

you know,your attempt at comforting me backfired.maybe you're right that they dont care about me doesnt mean that nobody does..but..isnt it funny how they cn make me feel so inadequate?and unloved?this is so unhealthy,thinking so negatively.i should stop,but who cn help me?

P.S. i think im growing so dependent of you that im afraid.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

my mom swears she never gna let me watch horror movie agn.
oh God.

P.S.it was easier if i didnt try to believe.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

perhaps it has never meant to be,
perhaps i should just let go,
perhaps it's just that im a terrible friend.
my world just falls apart; im not as strong as you think im..
you just cnt shake hand with a clenched fist.