Wednesday, August 27, 2008
ANOTHER DAY OF RAIN!haha so shuang!but damn,it is cold!mrteo still set the air con to 20!!yikes!(:enjoy the coming hols while you cn!dont want to po your leng shui but..exams are coming,so jiayou!i hate to spoil a so-long-to-come-seemingly-cheerful post..but i rlly dont understand.what isit with us?look at all my recent past posts!i still cnt come rd to the fact that there are indeed people who are just..hypocrities.liars.backstabbers.such a bitch-or-jerk.what do your gain by being such an ass.winner for leavin the most no. of scars?sometimes i rlly want to laugh out loud.think that noone knows what your doing behind our backs?i never knew you,did i?life is rlly full of surprises isnt it?the very few people whom you were led to believe you could trust were the very ones who hurt you.you can nvr put their names in hearts,bcos they cn be broken;but put in a circle,bcos it cn nvr end.they say friendship is like a glass ornament,once broken it can rarely be put back together exactly the same way;and i say we are idiots to test out that theory,bcos it is right.
} foolish aint i?thinking that by tryin to forget that accident,everything cn go back to norm.but life isnt like this.by running away fr reality only makes the hurt to come even harsher
} and whoever said time can heal all wounds is a fool.
&talk about emo,i think the new definition of that is me.ps.sick of everything you say because every sentence is nothing but a bloody liePS.however long the night,dawn will break
Friday, August 22, 2008
...forget it,i dont feel like posting all my thoughts out:*basically,i feel lousy,horrible and exhausted.the patches of brusies on my arm doesnt help a thing.my eyes are tired,my neck aching,arms sore..and feeling helpless,worthless,angry,upset..at me, my life, my family,my friends.and you know what?i dont know why im feeling like this.talk about emo.so much for being friends, yea.why give your word when you and i know that it is just another empty promise?you will never know just how many people do that,saying one thing and doing another.two days to sort out my abnormally moody feelings,guess it isnt enough..ps.will tag your tml!unless your think it is fun to receive unhappy tags!PS.TAKEMEAWAY&SHOWMELOVE(:
Friday, August 08, 2008
} oops,my posts in wrong order..anyways,many many thanks to those who wished me luck for tdy's ndp!including you who also suggested me to count sheep to sleep and you who din even see the rehearsal and gave me ai de li liang!HAHA(:&AND good luck for all for the national ndp!!:/*] saying goodbye with a smile,with forced cheerfulness
HELLO!haha using crystal's laptop at her house!lol...as you see im very addicted to mahjong so why im using the comp...hmm..the reason is clear isnt it?haha am i still not subtle enough?anyways..you know what?i won mahjong str 4Xs!!!!HAHA!lucky me(:yucks..and i still smell of CHLORINE!LOL.played in the pool with suhui and weimei.SO FUN!but i was the wettest.i went to submerge myself in the water..i still dont know why i did that..LOLthey said im a corpse.HM!bytheway im watching fated to love you!it is so nice!HAHA(:&she is so nice to this special someone!!!...dont change your blogskin so soon!!i dont want to change so soon.bcos someone complain she is bored of my blogskin already! HAHA!
Sunday, August 03, 2008
sometimes doing the right thing- is the wrong thing..but how would i know what is the right thing?following my heart?when i know well enou that it will only hurt more that way?i need closure on many thingsyou..your..i dont know what to do..causing me more pain,yet i only seem to embrace it..carrying that tiny lil bit of hope..hoping against hope..that a miracle will occur..HAIX.WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!DEPRESSION AFT A GEOG TEST?OR ISIT SITTING BY THE WINDOW HAVING ITS TOLL ON ME?BEING MELANCHOLIC..OKAY,MAYBE JUST EMO-ING.POOR KEYBOARD..LET ME TYPE ALL MY TROUBLES OUT(:BUT IT IS STILL NOT ENOU,IM A GREEDY PERSON..ps.the scariest thing is not being alone in an empty room,but..feeling alone in the midst of so many people..PS.when dreams versus reality,which will win?i wish with all my heart,the dream will emerge victorious..
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
ANOTHER DAY OF RAIN!haha so shuang!but damn,it is cold!mrteo still set the air con to 20!!yikes!(:enjoy the coming hols while you cn!dont want to po your leng shui but..exams are coming,so jiayou!i hate to spoil a so-long-to-come-seemingly-cheerful post..but i rlly dont understand.what isit with us?look at all my recent past posts!i still cnt come rd to the fact that there are indeed people who are just..hypocrities.liars.backstabbers.such a bitch-or-jerk.what do your gain by being such an ass.winner for leavin the most no. of scars?sometimes i rlly want to laugh out loud.think that noone knows what your doing behind our backs?i never knew you,did i?life is rlly full of surprises isnt it?the very few people whom you were led to believe you could trust were the very ones who hurt you.you can nvr put their names in hearts,bcos they cn be broken;but put in a circle,bcos it cn nvr end.they say friendship is like a glass ornament,once broken it can rarely be put back together exactly the same way;and i say we are idiots to test out that theory,bcos it is right.
} foolish aint i?thinking that by tryin to forget that accident,everything cn go back to norm.but life isnt like this.by running away fr reality only makes the hurt to come even harsher
} and whoever said time can heal all wounds is a fool.
&talk about emo,i think the new definition of that is me.ps.sick of everything you say because every sentence is nothing but a bloody liePS.however long the night,dawn will break
Friday, August 22, 2008
...forget it,i dont feel like posting all my thoughts out:*basically,i feel lousy,horrible and exhausted.the patches of brusies on my arm doesnt help a thing.my eyes are tired,my neck aching,arms sore..and feeling helpless,worthless,angry,upset..at me, my life, my family,my friends.and you know what?i dont know why im feeling like this.talk about emo.so much for being friends, yea.why give your word when you and i know that it is just another empty promise?you will never know just how many people do that,saying one thing and doing another.two days to sort out my abnormally moody feelings,guess it isnt enough..ps.will tag your tml!unless your think it is fun to receive unhappy tags!PS.TAKEMEAWAY&SHOWMELOVE(:
Friday, August 08, 2008
} oops,my posts in wrong order..anyways,many many thanks to those who wished me luck for tdy's ndp!including you who also suggested me to count sheep to sleep and you who din even see the rehearsal and gave me ai de li liang!HAHA(:&AND good luck for all for the national ndp!!:/*] saying goodbye with a smile,with forced cheerfulness
HELLO!haha using crystal's laptop at her house!lol...as you see im very addicted to mahjong so why im using the comp...hmm..the reason is clear isnt it?haha am i still not subtle enough?anyways..you know what?i won mahjong str 4Xs!!!!HAHA!lucky me(:yucks..and i still smell of CHLORINE!LOL.played in the pool with suhui and weimei.SO FUN!but i was the wettest.i went to submerge myself in the water..i still dont know why i did that..LOLthey said im a corpse.HM!bytheway im watching fated to love you!it is so nice!HAHA(:&she is so nice to this special someone!!!...dont change your blogskin so soon!!i dont want to change so soon.bcos someone complain she is bored of my blogskin already! HAHA!
Sunday, August 03, 2008
sometimes doing the right thing- is the wrong thing..but how would i know what is the right thing?following my heart?when i know well enou that it will only hurt more that way?i need closure on many thingsyou..your..i dont know what to do..causing me more pain,yet i only seem to embrace it..carrying that tiny lil bit of hope..hoping against hope..that a miracle will occur..HAIX.WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!DEPRESSION AFT A GEOG TEST?OR ISIT SITTING BY THE WINDOW HAVING ITS TOLL ON ME?BEING MELANCHOLIC..OKAY,MAYBE JUST EMO-ING.POOR KEYBOARD..LET ME TYPE ALL MY TROUBLES OUT(:BUT IT IS STILL NOT ENOU,IM A GREEDY PERSON..ps.the scariest thing is not being alone in an empty room,but..feeling alone in the midst of so many people..PS.when dreams versus reality,which will win?i wish with all my heart,the dream will emerge victorious..
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