i've faith that things will work out. this month just.. flew by! i only rmbed studying, going out, talking, laughing.. and its almost the end of week4 alr! tbh, i've no idea how well prep im! im just going to give it my best, believe it'll work out, and see what happens! just give your best, that way, you know you din let yourself down.

does it exist? philophobia? the fear of falling or being in love.

HAHAHAA! lesson learnt? having dinner with a friend is really fun! since he can help polish off your food when youre full! and conveniently take straw and knife for you! and be a great help and the plastic utensils proved useless! LOL. okay, now i sound like a bully, but who cares? ((: i've awesome friends!

O Lord, be gracious to us; we long for You. Be our strength every morning, our salvation in time of distress.

sequel to tuesday's;

"what's life when all you make are safe decisions? when you make choices such that you wont get hurt?" i want to. take risks. but, i've to know if youre ready. there's not enough left in me to jump with my eyes closed, hoping but not knowing if youre there to catch me.jar of hearts.

this song hmm. tugged at some heartstrings. wanted to upload it! but, unfortunately, blogger/Internet isnt cooperating! i like J RICE version more than Glee! Glee gives me the shudders while.. J RICE's brought back memories.
have you felt the difference? bcos it seems like you have. and in your usual, stubborn manner, you just wont ask, will you?

please. dont make a believer, an idealist into a cynic.
when i cant make up my mind, when my emotions are all messed up, all i want is to have someone to talk to, until i can untangle the mess. the mess called my-feelings. add colours into my life;
little things brighten my day like sunshine would to a dark forest! i doubt youll ever knew how happy/touched i was when you replied and told me to enjoy my holiday! your are all busy, but you can still rmb me ((: AWESOME. heh, i sincerely doubt this-good-friend-of-mine will read this, but i hope he'll be damn happy in his life! (:

if you love me, say it. if you trust me, do it. if you want me, show it. if you need me, prove it.

{dont lose out to life.}

youll do better than that! ((((: faith, hope, belief and optimism-- youll be able to smile even if the world falls apart!

P/S crying is theraupetic, you know!
accessories. i just realise, every accessory i wear usually has a story or meaning! (: earrings, one of them will always be a gift from my friend! (H, rmb we rebelled and randomly went to pierce our 3rd earhole?!) my necklace, one pendant will be a cross (to rmb me of His miracles), and sometimes, a heart (from my sis/family) my anklet, a gift from my men! (heh, i hope my dad and bro wont see this!) and these give a purpose (:

and, my anklet has this habit of having the disappearing act (at least once a year!) and giving my heart attack! but i always find it back. God, You will find me back even when i stray from you, wont You (:

been going abit.. crazy with my smses. slightly over 8000 sms in a month? :O i think i just broke my own personal record! hahahaha! i dont even know what i send can!

C says messages are like, my language of love. LOL. but, it is true that i get irritated when i dont receive any replies! and usually smses can cheer me up (((:

dont worry, bcos
hope anchors the soul. i'll be strong. bcos i've You. You've given me so many things. i wont fall (:

do you live, or do you just go through the motions of life?

do you know that the pool is very pretty in the morning? when sunlight shines into the water? there are many beautiful things in life! do you ever stop and look around? or are you so caught up in what you should be doing or your self-imposed misery to really see?i believe in the {good}.

even tho this is effectively a study break ): i really enjoyed myself! (((: i met up w my friends at least once a week! i make sure there's at least a moment of everyday in which im genuinely happy (: even in the midst of studying. what about you?

to end it off, dont forget to believe. believe in the good, not the bad. why would people want to see the worst in things? to make things so hopeless that they depress themselves? i honestly dont understand, and i hope i wont understand. i'd rather be a irritatingly happy person. (: take care, everyone! be strong and stay well (: life will be good!

the greatest happiness?
to love and be loved.{trying-- youll nvr know}
warning: lots of images, and hopefully less words! in hopelessly random order!
i love my dad. but i've absolutely no idea how to convey it to him. UH, i bet he'll freak out if i repeat that quote to him! *rolls eyes* i somehow think that eating more will make him realllyyy happy! weird genes! (; its almost 4 and lunch is still on to-do list! damn.there are times when i get so annoyed and pissed off. i do not have a perfect life! seriously! but i keep forgetting, people only see what they want to. and im not exactly an entirely open book.

thing is, there are also times i feel like i have everything in the world. everything i need. (yes, even when im supp to be studying for the ugh-disgusting-and-not-anticipated myes. and ghosts from the past come and disrupt the peace.) i've my family, i've my friends! i've love, support and laughters. what else do i need? too good to be true is apt right now!
strengthen, definitely.
i cnt rmb. if i was naturally happy and optimistic. this tendency to see the cup as half-full rather than half-empty. or has life shaped me this way.
it was a temptation to agree. a temptation.. to give it a shot. to be entirely heedless of consequences. apparently, im a dreamer-- with a sensible dose of self-perservation. unfortunately?indulge me?dont forget, youre an amazing person! every single one of you.possibilities. dreams. the big unknown.



you can turn off the sun,
but i'm still gonna shine; i get cheered at the smallest things.
you asked me ytd, "how do you ppl have this optimism? l:" well, i rather be happy than to be sad! above everything else, i believe that everything and anything will work out ((: is that optimism or naviete? who cares? i dont! sadness is a useless emotion that not only doesnt get anything done, but also makes you feel awful about yourself. so, why do you want to feel sad? i, for one, dont understand and refuse to let grief&regret rule my life!
{hanging out, and simply be alive.}
my favourite hang-out? somewhere with lots of seats. indoor. with aircon. hahahah! so, vivocity is a fab place to go! LOL. walked all over vivo with J! (((: been so long since i last saw her! heh, laughed at the most ridiculous things! like, this random guy who charged his iPhone using the mall's socket on the floor?! and this cute boy running all over the place :D (visiting my uh. shit. nephew [?!] nxt thurs instead! hope he gets cuter over the nxt 7 days!)

to feel alive? just laugh and enjoy yourself (:

- Isaiah 33:2


if it is, it will be. armed with smiles, what can beat you down?

NE trip ytd! well, it was pretty fun! din regret the time spent there-- tho those hours literally flew by! hahaha my greatest achievement ytd? grabbing H by the shoulders and not having her scream into my ear! :D little things! (: wna see how the photos taken ytd would turn out! but, not uploaded yet! hmm!

{adorable.}
like the little kids at MB ytd! (; oh! my cousin-in-law gave birth few days ago! hahahaha i feel unusually underweight when my parents were discussing how the little boy was heavier than i was at birth ): anw! gna visit him on thurs! excited (:
when things were simpler;

got a little crazy when i saw adorable images of cute children! ((: it is true, tho. there are times, its your own battles to fight. if youre drowning, anyone can throw you a rope. but you have to grab it. otherwise, what is the use of the rope being there?
dont say no one is there for you, when you are too blind and too stubborn to see.
reminds me of the times we cycled at ECP! those laughs. those falls. memories, they wont change. every experience is different. i bet we wont fall the same way even if we cycle down the same path and the same thing happened! still wary of cycling! lol. classic example of once bitten, twice shy?







i dream, therefore i am.
who says i cant? a dreamer at heart.
camera, photos, memories (: some things wont change even if the people in them too!
far east has some really awesome sound tracks! hahahahah! the songs were great! lovestory is kinda stuck in my head! (: oh, romeo. too bad you dont exist.

and shopping is some serious (but somewhat fun!) torture! i nvr had the endurance! luckily for me! hahahah! will nvr be addicted to shopping :D