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Wednesday, August 10, 2011

today: be happy
tomorrow: be happy
everyday: be happy

ofcos it isnt easy to be happy. if it were, then 'happy' probably din mean happy already. there will be people who bring you down. but, if you dont let them win, youre a fighter (:

"smile. just to let others know that youre stronger tdy than youre the day before." (;

sometimes, i think i dont really answer the question- all i know is its very easy to be happy these days.
hahahahahahahah i think i might be a lil evil.. but i was laughing when C kidnapped my phone and started smsing. even tho im not sure if i did the right thing by letting her have freedom during those minutes! she was serious (:

just saying, i like the old ndp songs. it really isnt bcos of nostaglia, but more of, the old song lyrics speak of my feelings more than the new ones.

how often do you stop everything youre doing when you hear a song which describes exactly what youre feeling or brings back memories?

went Esplanade and Marina Square, fully intending to watch the fireworks! but, the atmostphere was... the crowd. the way people just squeeze towards you! D: all my friends and i were so sian, unable to get our spirits up to enjoy the performance! and so, we did the right thing by leaving :D

it may seem silly and stupid, since we were under the hot sun for ages (6 hours?!) and then we decided to leave! but, hey, it was really for the better! we enjoyed the aircon (which was awesome!) and laughed much more than we did under the ridiculous hot sun (the wind was very nice but..) i guess, enduring and knowing firsthand how it really din suit us, caused us to make the right choice! which, really reminds me of studies. :O really. (: dont be afraid to make the decision to repeat. i think it really makes less sense to continue, knowing you arent ready and making yourself so unhappy.

make the choices which make you happy! (:

i dont want to care. i tell myself that, but i dont listen.
i worry alot. idk. over my brother, my family. my classmates, my friends. the special people in my family. i really worry alot. C tells me to stop worrying. stop trying to help. concentrate on my work and A levels! but..

which is precisely why i want to help. why i cant stand seeing people upset, unhappy, stressed. even when i know theres nth much i can do.. i still want to try. but i know very well, i may not be the right person to cheer someone up over studies. from past and present experiences. *sighs* BUT I STILL WANT TO HELP. sheesh. i think i got my stubbornness from my dad! (:

dont judge people. you never know what they have gone through!

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i was shocked. more-than-just-shocked! J spends ard 150$ a week! which is really, more than my monthly expenses :O wow. hahahahaha its quite funny how C responded and the rest of us (esp W and J) reacted when she said "guys! J here has spoiled the market! he buys presents for his gf every week! ... *pause* 50 to 70$ each time!" hahahahha J's mouth literally drop open! lolol. i hope they last. but i think his gf should/would actually want more of J's time and attention, rather than expensive gifts :O and he actually left his gf with his parents last night :O hahaha listening to J talk, really makes me really shocked and amused! and, worried too. haiyo.

and, awesome friends (((: receiving a text by H telling me to jy! and a tired-and-stressed W!

OHCRAP. time to go back to studies. everyday, be happy (: thinking of happy memories works too :D

btw, why am i not shocked that my printer has problem? D:

im very veryyy lucky. i've special someone and people in my life (: plural! with Him, them and a happy attitude, i believe i can last through this year! i wont give up (:

with a thankful heart,