Saturday, April 30, 2011
Hey 我真的好想你 ;
不知道你现在到底在哪里 你是否也像我一样在想你
sometimes you feel like youre alone in the world. sometimes you feel like the entire world has let you down. sometimes you feel like no one understands you at all. sometimes you dont feel anything. but, i tell you this: you arent alone in this. trust me, this will pass (: bcos, this is part of life. (a journey that makes you grow and stronger to face even greater challenges ahead!) and believing in that will make your life btr! (: 
trust and faith are amazing things that change everything.
the Master Plan He has for each one of us (:
human nature scares me. i want to believe in the good in people; but i know there's sth inherently bad in everyone. and i think, i do believe. optimism speaking? (: it doesnt kill to be optimistic, why choose to be depressed? (;
is my life perfect? as someone who knows me, do you think my life is perfect?
lol. i think youll say yes. or at least, near perfect. ohmy ohmy, there are things i want to change abt my life! abt myself. i want some people to remain in my life. but would tht change what i've currently? (probability is too simple and useless to be applied in real life!) im greedy. i want all of you in my life. i want to grab your like my lifelines. if only thats possible. youll be my regrets. sth i cnt ever change. bcos it just isnt possible. who cn erase the line drawn btwn life&death?
so, im going to live my life. i'll make sure everyday counts. i'll be happy. i'll be optimistic and happy. i'll be strong. i'll be everything i need to be (: i'll be myself. life, you cnt beat me! im still standing! (:
am i optimistic? am i cheerful? lol. i find myself pretty alright! but, im definitely less pessimistic than i was several yrs back! "irritatingly happy" is a phrase i like very much! :D
& i've the weirdest sense of humour! i found the idea of my entire block having no electricity damn funny!! hahahahah! im not as sadistic (as someone has claimed!) okay! perhaps, just a touch of dark humour! (;
a wacky sense of humour! maybe, being too serious makes one crazy. or two! during chem prac, when everyone was busy jotting notes.. i asked, "what comes after d?" my friend, "e?" then she nearly slapped my arm for asking sth stupid! LOL. and the two of us started laughing over nth! and i forgot&left my handbook in the lab (for 2days!) T.T and, there must be sth equally crazy in us (: that we found it ridiculously amusing when i said i found it fun to stare at irritating ppl (who laugh at nth!) and discover that staring at them keeps them quiet! who says looks cnt kill? (;
{EMBRACE LIFE.}life is, aft all, sth that's yours. (: there's only so much pain i can take for you; the rest is up to you (: look forward to life; everyday is ful of surprises, possibilities and miracles! open your eyes; youll see it (:
i miss the feeling of the wind blowing at my hair. i miss the feeling of the rain touching my skin. one day, i want to dance in the rain! (: (: while blasting "may i have this dance"
i believe that there's a lil part in all of us that yearns for romance and fairytales! (how many of you are interested or have watched the wedding of prince william and kate? or gone crazy over Twilight saga/ Vampire Diaires?) its nice to dream (: but do wake up and create your own fairytale (:
{RANDOM- take with a pinch/bucketful of salt!}
FoodForThought: if you have found someone who makes you grin like an idiot (
cretin) and forget your troubles, grab that person&dont let go (:
and, i "planned" this blog post last night when i couldnt sleep at all (:
am i an idealist? a dreamer? or someone who really just prefer to see the good in things? (:
whenever i have time alone, i like to think about things (: excuse me, its not called being philosophical! maybe, just, reflective (:
i'd like to feel it.
there are times i think, it'll be very helpful to be able to read minds. yet, im not sure if i want to know everything that everyone is thinking! i rather know what i ought to and what youre willing to share.
isnt it ironic that when youre one whom i trust, and yet, now..? and there's sth odd abt you tdy. but who am i to comment on it? what happened to the idea of "friends"?
Sunday, April 17, 2011
to be, or not to be; its all your choice. when i hear someone sigh, "life is hard", im always tempted to ask, "compared to what?"
what is life? well, i've no idea! im living this thing called life. idk why and idk how. all i know is, if i dont live it happily, i'll only regret it! life.. is unpredictable i guess. who knows what will happen next? hahaha! maybe my house will have a short circuit and this post will never make it onto my blog! or my house will explode OR STH. thing is, everything (human) is transient. nature, for one, is transient. just look at snow! they dont last. in the same way, our happy moments wont last ): sound depressing? but hey! doesnt that mean our troubles wont last too? (; nth is ever white or black, i guess. sth i learn in GP *sighs* hahaha! philosophical much?
so, doesnt it make sense to make our own path? to make our own happiness? (:
only you can make the most impact on your own life (excluding Him, only if you let Him!) ! take for eg, if youre starving. but youre just too depressed to eat (for some strange reason i cnt fathom!), its quite pointless if i display all the delicious food in front of you right? oh, unless, force feeding is counted! only YOU can change your own fate.
see? lol. idk why, i always feel like motivating people. i wonder what happens when im depressed! will anyone be there? its quite scary to think abt it this way! lolll.
and, just a reminder, youre your master of your life. live it the way you want to! (without crossing moral and legal boundaries, obviously!) see, its pretty simple :D im sure you have a heart..? its the best compass! (:
will you let me? will you believe?
{an essential to life.}
some say confidence is key. i say otherwise! hahah! where do you get confidence when you dont have hope and faith?
hectic. im always exhuasted before the day ends! Good Friday is coming! i do hope i can get to go! been ages since i say.. anyone!! maybe a get-together lunch too? hmm *cheered!* that would also mean i've to clear alot of stuff! tests aft GF and.. who cares! time for a break nxt wk! *looking forward*
{FUN.}it really does make life alot more bearable and enjoyable! hahahaha! i get happy and cheered over the weirdest things! like, passing PFT! hahahah! a major cause for celebration! tho its not like i got Gold or sth :D
i wonder what it says abt jc life, but my classmates and i were laughing like mad while playing Netball! ahahaha! and we were just shooting! LOL. (apparently, some other classmates tot we were playing instead of practicing for our drills D: lol!)
nothing like a good laugh to start your day. (;
when was the last time you laugh so crazily and had so much fun?
being alone doesnt scare me as much as feeling lonely does. and feeling so much for you scares me even more.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Hey 我真的好想你 ;
不知道你现在到底在哪里 你是否也像我一样在想你
sometimes you feel like youre alone in the world. sometimes you feel like the entire world has let you down. sometimes you feel like no one understands you at all. sometimes you dont feel anything. but, i tell you this: you arent alone in this. trust me, this will pass (: bcos, this is part of life. (a journey that makes you grow and stronger to face even greater challenges ahead!) and believing in that will make your life btr! (: trust and faith are amazing things that change everything.
the Master Plan He has for each one of us (:
human nature scares me. i want to believe in the good in people; but i know there's sth inherently bad in everyone. and i think, i do believe. optimism speaking? (: it doesnt kill to be optimistic, why choose to be depressed? (;
is my life perfect? as someone who knows me, do you think my life is perfect?
lol. i think youll say yes. or at least, near perfect. ohmy ohmy, there are things i want to change abt my life! abt myself. i want some people to remain in my life. but would tht change what i've currently? (probability is too simple and useless to be applied in real life!) im greedy. i want all of you in my life. i want to grab your like my lifelines. if only thats possible. youll be my regrets. sth i cnt ever change. bcos it just isnt possible. who cn erase the line drawn btwn life&death?
so, im going to live my life. i'll make sure everyday counts. i'll be happy. i'll be optimistic and happy. i'll be strong. i'll be everything i need to be (: i'll be myself. life, you cnt beat me! im still standing! (:
am i optimistic? am i cheerful? lol. i find myself pretty alright! but, im definitely less pessimistic than i was several yrs back! "irritatingly happy" is a phrase i like very much! :D
& i've the weirdest sense of humour! i found the idea of my entire block having no electricity damn funny!! hahahahah! im not as sadistic (as someone has claimed!) okay! perhaps, just a touch of dark humour! (;
a wacky sense of humour! maybe, being too serious makes one crazy. or two! during chem prac, when everyone was busy jotting notes.. i asked, "what comes after d?" my friend, "e?" then she nearly slapped my arm for asking sth stupid! LOL. and the two of us started laughing over nth! and i forgot&left my handbook in the lab (for 2days!) T.T and, there must be sth equally crazy in us (: that we found it ridiculously amusing when i said i found it fun to stare at irritating ppl (who laugh at nth!) and discover that staring at them keeps them quiet! who says looks cnt kill? (;
{EMBRACE LIFE.} life is, aft all, sth that's yours. (: there's only so much pain i can take for you; the rest is up to you (: look forward to life; everyday is ful of surprises, possibilities and miracles! open your eyes; youll see it (:
i miss the feeling of the wind blowing at my hair. i miss the feeling of the rain touching my skin. one day, i want to dance in the rain! (: (: while blasting "may i have this dance"
i believe that there's a lil part in all of us that yearns for romance and fairytales! (how many of you are interested or have watched the wedding of prince william and kate? or gone crazy over Twilight saga/ Vampire Diaires?) its nice to dream (: but do wake up and create your own fairytale (:
{RANDOM- take with a pinch/bucketful of salt!}
FoodForThought: if you have found someone who makes you grin like an idiot (
cretin) and forget your troubles, grab that person&dont let go (:
and, i "planned" this blog post last night when i couldnt sleep at all (:
am i an idealist? a dreamer? or someone who really just prefer to see the good in things? (:
whenever i have time alone, i like to think about things (: excuse me, its not called being philosophical! maybe, just, reflective (:
i'd like to feel it.
there are times i think, it'll be very helpful to be able to read minds. yet, im not sure if i want to know everything that everyone is thinking! i rather know what i ought to and what youre willing to share.
isnt it ironic that when youre one whom i trust, and yet, now..? and there's sth odd abt you tdy. but who am i to comment on it? what happened to the idea of "friends"?
Sunday, April 17, 2011
to be, or not to be; its all your choice. when i hear someone sigh, "life is hard", im always tempted to ask, "compared to what?"
what is life? well, i've no idea! im living this thing called life. idk why and idk how. all i know is, if i dont live it happily, i'll only regret it! life.. is unpredictable i guess. who knows what will happen next? hahaha! maybe my house will have a short circuit and this post will never make it onto my blog! or my house will explode OR STH. thing is, everything (human) is transient. nature, for one, is transient. just look at snow! they dont last. in the same way, our happy moments wont last ): sound depressing? but hey! doesnt that mean our troubles wont last too? (; nth is ever white or black, i guess. sth i learn in GP *sighs* hahaha! philosophical much?
so, doesnt it make sense to make our own path? to make our own happiness? (:
only you can make the most impact on your own life (excluding Him, only if you let Him!) ! take for eg, if youre starving. but youre just too depressed to eat (for some strange reason i cnt fathom!), its quite pointless if i display all the delicious food in front of you right? oh, unless, force feeding is counted! only YOU can change your own fate.
see? lol. idk why, i always feel like motivating people. i wonder what happens when im depressed! will anyone be there? its quite scary to think abt it this way! lolll.
and, just a reminder, youre your master of your life. live it the way you want to! (without crossing moral and legal boundaries, obviously!) see, its pretty simple :D im sure you have a heart..? its the best compass! (:
will you let me? will you believe?
{an essential to life.}
some say confidence is key. i say otherwise! hahah! where do you get confidence when you dont have hope and faith?
hectic. im always exhuasted before the day ends! Good Friday is coming! i do hope i can get to go! been ages since i say.. anyone!! maybe a get-together lunch too? hmm *cheered!* that would also mean i've to clear alot of stuff! tests aft GF and.. who cares! time for a break nxt wk! *looking forward*
{FUN.} it really does make life alot more bearable and enjoyable! hahahaha! i get happy and cheered over the weirdest things! like, passing PFT! hahahah! a major cause for celebration! tho its not like i got Gold or sth :D
i wonder what it says abt jc life, but my classmates and i were laughing like mad while playing Netball! ahahaha! and we were just shooting! LOL. (apparently, some other classmates tot we were playing instead of practicing for our drills D: lol!)
nothing like a good laugh to start your day. (;
when was the last time you laugh so crazily and had so much fun?
being alone doesnt scare me as much as feeling lonely does. and feeling so much for you scares me even more.
am i optimistic? am i cheerful? lol. i find myself pretty alright! but, im definitely less pessimistic than i was several yrs back! "irritatingly happy" is a phrase i like very much! :D 
there are times i think, it'll be very helpful to be able to read minds. yet, im not sure if i want to know everything that everyone is thinking! i rather know what i ought to and what youre willing to share.
being alone doesnt scare me as much as feeling lonely does.