Monday, February 21, 2011
until the magic fades; give me a break, let me make my own pattern.

i really should stop googling images like some starved person!anw! updates (: (im so so sorry la! okay? lol)
i hope you do rmb its valentines day, one wk ago! on the dot!
this picture so sweet right?! LOL. can i still wish, happy valentines? (: it should an everyday-thing right?
updates with life.. okay! i just ended my physics lect test :D *HAPPY TTM* this sense of freedom is.. refreshing (;

and now, im going to spam a thousand and one "sometimes" (:
{in no particular order}
sometimes, i wonder if my brother and i sa jiao at the same time for different things, who will win?
sometimes, i wonder what you see when you look in the mirror. do you see yourself?
sometimes, i wonder if i'll make friends who are as good as those in secondary school! i cnt help but compare the differences in jc ):
sometimes, i wonder if tall people feel as isolated as short people. like, they dont belong.
sometimes, i feel very very mean. i feel like saying "its okay. really. its okay! bcos it obviously doesnt make a difference."
sometimes, i wonder why do we feel disappointment. and let down. i mean, i can and i will always invent some excuse for you. how weird.
sometimes, i wonder why the cleaner cn push a truck FUL of rubbish!! a SCHOOL has that much rubbish?! *amazed*
sometimes, i wonder if you cnt even see yourself, would others see you?
sometimes, i wonder why cnt we read one another's mind? but, it might be abit scary!
sometimes, i wonder why isit easier to hang on than to let go.
sometimes, i wonder why cultures differ all around the world! im really happy im in singapore! other cultures.. *shudders* i know im bias. i know.
sometimes, i wonder what happens if people in the Victorian era suddenly get teleported to the 21st century! they think ankles are sexy :O lolol!
sometimes, i wonder why people bother to blog? LOL. i dont see much appeal in it now.
sometimes, i wonder if anyone can see beyond what is shown.
sometimes, i wonder why i bother.
sometimes, i wonder whats your limit. and whats mine?
sometimes, i wonder why i hit things so much easily than anyone in my family :O
sometimes, i wonder why people are always dissatisfied?
sometimes, i wonder if there's a place in the world for me.
sometimes, i wonder why just cnt i say it.
sometimes, i wonder why you cnt see how amazing you are.
sometimes, i wonder why i really like emo songs more than happy ones!
sometimes, i wonder why cnt happiness be sold in a bottle? :D
sometimes, i wonder why nyjc cnt have chapel ):
sometimes, i wonder if you ever think of me.
sometimes, i wonder why isit always easier to hide pain.
sometimes, i wonder why little things bring smiles so much easily!! :D
sometimes, i wonder why we learn GP. its so GENERAL that ive no idea why i must learn abt gender. and how "sex" and "gender" actually have different meanings. and how.. !!
sometimes, i wonder how we can possibly take so many things for granted!
sometimes, i wonder whats so special isit abt you. everything.
sometimes, i wonder what keep me going. (:
sometimes, i wonder if i cn do anything i like, what would i do?
sometimes, i wonder why im so weird! but i love it (:
sometimes, i wonder why crying makes everything seems btr! half the time luh (:
sometimes, i wonder why crying cn moisturize your eyes (i read this in a mag during dental!) and is good for you!
sometimes, i wonder if you ever see it. or am i just really good.
sometimes, i wonder if life can be as good as dreams and make-believe.
sometimes, i wonder why chocolates make ppl happy :D
sometimes, i wonder WHY IM DOING THIS RIGHT NOW!!
///
hahhah random much? (;
it is actually there to remind you, this is life. (: yes, life has expectations. along with it comes stress! and many many conflicting unwanted emotions. like fear, anger, disappointment, hatred, jealousy, guilt etc! but!!! there's also always hope, faith, love, joy, happiness, peace! (:

and, why cnt we be random in life?! you know, i actually studied Universal Declaration of Human Rights for GP (for goodness' know why!!) anw. we actually do have the right to live (but no right to die. idk why?! weird much!) and the freedom of opinion. why cnt we choose to be random? :D thats my point! :D be random! if that means youll be happy (:

heh! who loves fb? btw, i learn during (UGH!) GP, that fb are more appealing to ego-maniacs! :O isit true?? hahha i dont love fb-- does that mean im humble? :D
and here's sth even more random! have you ever thought of this? *scrolls down*

ive nvr realised this!!! hahaha! it makes me absurdly happy to read this. lols. the cup is full! :D does it make you happy? lol. it makes me happy :D its nt like im thirsty hor!
lol. okay! i shall happily end this blog entry on a happy note (; hopefully, it managed to make you smile abit here and there! (: God bless (: youre here on earth for a reason. you may not know the reason, but He does (: you may be in pain, but He can give you comfort, solace and peace (: youre safe in His hands ((((:


Monday, February 21, 2011
until the magic fades; give me a break, let me make my own pattern.

i really should stop googling images like some starved person!anw! updates (: (im so so sorry la! okay? lol)
i hope you do rmb its valentines day, one wk ago! on the dot!
this picture so sweet right?! LOL. can i still wish, happy valentines? (: it should an everyday-thing right?
updates with life.. okay! i just ended my physics lect test :D *HAPPY TTM* this sense of freedom is.. refreshing (;

and now, im going to spam a thousand and one "sometimes" (:
{in no particular order}
sometimes, i wonder if my brother and i sa jiao at the same time for different things, who will win?
sometimes, i wonder what you see when you look in the mirror. do you see yourself?
sometimes, i wonder if i'll make friends who are as good as those in secondary school! i cnt help but compare the differences in jc ):
sometimes, i wonder if tall people feel as isolated as short people. like, they dont belong.
sometimes, i feel very very mean. i feel like saying "its okay. really. its okay! bcos it obviously doesnt make a difference."
sometimes, i wonder why do we feel disappointment. and let down. i mean, i can and i will always invent some excuse for you. how weird.
sometimes, i wonder why the cleaner cn push a truck FUL of rubbish!! a SCHOOL has that much rubbish?! *amazed*
sometimes, i wonder if you cnt even see yourself, would others see you?
sometimes, i wonder why cnt we read one another's mind? but, it might be abit scary!
sometimes, i wonder why isit easier to hang on than to let go.
sometimes, i wonder why cultures differ all around the world! im really happy im in singapore! other cultures.. *shudders* i know im bias. i know.
sometimes, i wonder what happens if people in the Victorian era suddenly get teleported to the 21st century! they think ankles are sexy :O lolol!
sometimes, i wonder why people bother to blog? LOL. i dont see much appeal in it now.
sometimes, i wonder if anyone can see beyond what is shown.
sometimes, i wonder why i bother.
sometimes, i wonder whats your limit. and whats mine?
sometimes, i wonder why i hit things so much easily than anyone in my family :O
sometimes, i wonder why people are always dissatisfied?
sometimes, i wonder if there's a place in the world for me.
sometimes, i wonder why just cnt i say it.
sometimes, i wonder why you cnt see how amazing you are.
sometimes, i wonder why i really like emo songs more than happy ones!
sometimes, i wonder why cnt happiness be sold in a bottle? :D
sometimes, i wonder why nyjc cnt have chapel ):
sometimes, i wonder if you ever think of me.
sometimes, i wonder why isit always easier to hide pain.
sometimes, i wonder why little things bring smiles so much easily!! :D
sometimes, i wonder why we learn GP. its so GENERAL that ive no idea why i must learn abt gender. and how "sex" and "gender" actually have different meanings. and how.. !!
sometimes, i wonder how we can possibly take so many things for granted!
sometimes, i wonder whats so special isit abt you. everything.
sometimes, i wonder what keep me going. (:
sometimes, i wonder if i cn do anything i like, what would i do?
sometimes, i wonder why im so weird! but i love it (:
sometimes, i wonder why crying makes everything seems btr! half the time luh (:
sometimes, i wonder why crying cn moisturize your eyes (i read this in a mag during dental!) and is good for you!
sometimes, i wonder if you ever see it. or am i just really good.
sometimes, i wonder if life can be as good as dreams and make-believe.
sometimes, i wonder why chocolates make ppl happy :D
sometimes, i wonder WHY IM DOING THIS RIGHT NOW!!
///
hahhah random much? (;
it is actually there to remind you, this is life. (: yes, life has expectations. along with it comes stress! and many many conflicting unwanted emotions. like fear, anger, disappointment, hatred, jealousy, guilt etc! but!!! there's also always hope, faith, love, joy, happiness, peace! (:

and, why cnt we be random in life?! you know, i actually studied Universal Declaration of Human Rights for GP (for goodness' know why!!) anw. we actually do have the right to live (but no right to die. idk why?! weird much!) and the freedom of opinion. why cnt we choose to be random? :D thats my point! :D be random! if that means youll be happy (:

heh! who loves fb? btw, i learn during (UGH!) GP, that fb are more appealing to ego-maniacs! :O isit true?? hahha i dont love fb-- does that mean im humble? :D
and here's sth even more random! have you ever thought of this? *scrolls down*

ive nvr realised this!!! hahaha! it makes me absurdly happy to read this. lols. the cup is full! :D does it make you happy? lol. it makes me happy :D its nt like im thirsty hor!
lol. okay! i shall happily end this blog entry on a happy note (; hopefully, it managed to make you smile abit here and there! (: God bless (: youre here on earth for a reason. you may not know the reason, but He does (: you may be in pain, but He can give you comfort, solace and peace (: youre safe in His hands ((((:

