are you busy? stressed? unable to meet all your many deadlines? had this stress-busters talk last wk. not that i really listened to it alot! oops. hahaha but. i rmb some things from it (surprisingly) do you know that eating and having fun reduce stress levels?! :D

i wna try! dancing in the rain! hahhaha! did you experience the rain that lasted almost three days straight? mygosh. idk if i love it, or feel somewhat afraid. wth is wrong w the weather? ): anw, i missed dancing in the rain! hahahah! and i hope i dont get drenched! am sick now ): my brother la! LOL. seriously, this is his fault! not my immune system!

i love rain when im at home. i love reading while on my cozy bed. i love smsing instead of going on msn. i love seeing you face to face. i love it when i know everyone is safe. i love songs that have a story behind it. i love seeing you happy. and i love many many more (:

.

life was hectic last wk. its btr this wk, i guess, since i completed the bulk of it over the wkends. and.. i think it could be that i was feeling contented and thankful. i've alot. alot more than others. minus expectations. minus fears. minus past burdens. minus insecurity. well, i dont have much troubles alr. i think. hahahah! thinking abt it this way, made me feel alot btr. :D

.

tutorials, assignments, and tests. hahahaha! i think i may not have time to update soon ): and abit lazy luh. hahaha! oops. (;

to be honest, the songs i love recently are all. um, sad songs. hahahaha! but im addicted to them (:

.

some lyrics. (;
我翻了又翻你給的地圖
卻一直找不到我的歸宿
也許開始太倉促 才迷了路
為沒有結果的結果盲目

hahahaha della ding's recent songs are damn good. lol. love them much. albeit abit more um, emo. anw, why is her english name so.. unique? :O

.

some songs. this song. other songs. all songs. you.

i believe in things. and of cos, there are many things that i dont believe in. i dont believe that people deserve to be sad all the time. i dont believe that failing once, means youll fail forever. i dont believe that second chances arent worth giving.

i love this alot. lol. there are two 11:11 everyday! it means that everyone deserves a second chance (:

and i realise this-- have you? that we only have one life. just this one life. its like, having an air ticket, that enables you to fly to anywhere. do you cherish it? or do you stupidly dump it away? life is full of possibilities. you can be at the peak one moment, and crash to the bottom in another. or you can be at the bottom one moment, and soar the other! no one knows what tml brings. there's many "maybe"s in life! (:

i still feel sth whenever i see old couples.

i love songs that mean sth. that say a story. (: hahah meaning, i do like certain Taylor Swift songs! and BoysLikeGirls! hahahah! two is better than one! wooh! love it X14823!

and im starting to like Thunder! sihui la?!!!

today is a winding road, thats taking me to places that i din want to go. wooh. today in a blink of an eye, im holding on to sth and i dont know why i tried, i tried to read btwn the lines, i tried to look you in the eyes, i want a simple explanation; what im feeling inside, i gotta find a way out. maybe there's a way out.

true much?

it doesnt hurt. it wont hurt. i wont let it. i wont let life to break me.

what is left of me?

i just want to be a happy me. maybe its just round the corner. hidden. maybe all it takes, is for me to cont moving on, holding the pieces of my life, praying and hoping with all i have that things will get alright.

maybe. and i think that basically says everything.

im really tired. but, will you be there this time?

p.s. how long do you think it'll take for me to delete this post?

a brand new page (:

hahaah! happy new year! im like. 24+8= 32 (i started blogging at 8pm!!!) hours late! oops! heh! i honestly still cant believe 2010 ended alr! l: i think this last year really zoooomed past! like that retarded motocycle just sped across the expressway near my house -.-

.

rmb, every end is a new beginning.

when you eat an apple, you cut away the rotten parts first right? in this new year, burn all the "rotten" parts off! dont hang on to them. let them go. and start afresh (: let that be your new year resolution (:

let me show you mine! :D

# follow my heart more (better than practical decisions-evolved-mistakes!)

# be a better, more sensitive, helpful, kind and RANDOM person! :D

# learn the secret to how-to-help-him/her-in-any-situation!

# study really hard for the coming "A"s (UGH)

# find myself in helpless situations, instead of losing myself (:

p.s. the top and bottom are of higher priority!

.

whats yours? (; made a resolution list alr?

trouble trouble trouble. omg. remind me of some SNSD song (btw, im not into KPop!) hahahah! you know, at Thailand? there's this amazing piece of beach (in the middle of ocean) that can only be seen once a month when there's low tide?!! in life, sometimes things just look so damn hopeless and bleak. it seems as if there's no where to go, no more options to make. but if you dont give up, the solution will come! it will appear in front of you (: so give up or dont give up? whats YOUR choice?

i just realise.. whats the point in crying yourself into depression? i mean, yea, sometimes reality and problems hit you so hard that you trip, fall, stumble and break a bone or two. after crying for days, shouldnt you stand up already? i think i rather smile and make everyone feel btr (;

does that mean im not sad? or im not sad enugh? or that im strong enough?

just realise this too! if its a new year now.. omg, i've lots of chocolates in my fridge from last year! LOL. mygoodness. only strangers and not-so-close friends should give me chocolates and edible stuff. OMG, i dont like to eat stuff ppl give me la! i bu she de leh!!! ))): *heartache!*

.

i think december of 2010 is one of the best months! :D despite the hectic school life which practically mess up everyone's "leisure time", family time, friends time, and even alone time! this really special group of ppl-- the npgg gang still had time to meet up three times in a month?!!

17th dec! our annual brought-forward-by-a-day! :D

27th dec! first time asking so many ppl to my house! :D POTATO SALAD, FRUIT SALAD AND THE BROCOLLISALAD-TURNED-CURRYPUFFS! (poor jigme's head!)

31stdec&1st jan! :D first sleepover at my house with so many ppl! :D me and hsiyuan most pro! din sleep at all! :D

.

my dear clique, when are we mtg up tgt as one whole group? (:

be daring in life; live life!

凡事無絕對 就是唯一的絕對
所有的聽說 或傳說 親身實驗過才知真偽

人生實驗課開啓 理智休息 打開抽屜 呼喚勇氣
微笑 或哭泣 都是寶貴的數據

a new year. it hasnt fade yet. new memories, more memories. what does it say, when i think of you all day, and wearing this stupid smile? joy, excitement, uncertainty, confusion, hesitation, hope, anticipation, disappointment and many many more. youre just this one guy who evokes so much in me. idk. we got through one year still in contact. its really a big miracle alr. will we make another one by still staying in contact? you dont have to be my happy ending. just a happy memory is more than enough. do you understand?

are you busy? stressed? unable to meet all your many deadlines? had this stress-busters talk last wk. not that i really listened to it alot! oops. hahaha but. i rmb some things from it (surprisingly) do you know that eating and having fun reduce stress levels?! :D

i wna try! dancing in the rain! hahhaha! did you experience the rain that lasted almost three days straight? mygosh. idk if i love it, or feel somewhat afraid. wth is wrong w the weather? ): anw, i missed dancing in the rain! hahahah! and i hope i dont get drenched! am sick now ): my brother la! LOL. seriously, this is his fault! not my immune system!

i love rain when im at home. i love reading while on my cozy bed. i love smsing instead of going on msn. i love seeing you face to face. i love it when i know everyone is safe. i love songs that have a story behind it. i love seeing you happy. and i love many many more (:

.

life was hectic last wk. its btr this wk, i guess, since i completed the bulk of it over the wkends. and.. i think it could be that i was feeling contented and thankful. i've alot. alot more than others. minus expectations. minus fears. minus past burdens. minus insecurity. well, i dont have much troubles alr. i think. hahahah! thinking abt it this way, made me feel alot btr. :D

.

tutorials, assignments, and tests. hahahaha! i think i may not have time to update soon ): and abit lazy luh. hahaha! oops. (;

to be honest, the songs i love recently are all. um, sad songs. hahahaha! but im addicted to them (:

.

some lyrics. (;
我翻了又翻你給的地圖
卻一直找不到我的歸宿
也許開始太倉促 才迷了路
為沒有結果的結果盲目

hahahaha della ding's recent songs are damn good. lol. love them much. albeit abit more um, emo. anw, why is her english name so.. unique? :O

.

some songs. this song. other songs. all songs. you.

i believe in things. and of cos, there are many things that i dont believe in. i dont believe that people deserve to be sad all the time. i dont believe that failing once, means youll fail forever. i dont believe that second chances arent worth giving.

i love this alot. lol. there are two 11:11 everyday! it means that everyone deserves a second chance (:

and i realise this-- have you? that we only have one life. just this one life. its like, having an air ticket, that enables you to fly to anywhere. do you cherish it? or do you stupidly dump it away? life is full of possibilities. you can be at the peak one moment, and crash to the bottom in another. or you can be at the bottom one moment, and soar the other! no one knows what tml brings. there's many "maybe"s in life! (:

i still feel sth whenever i see old couples.

i love songs that mean sth. that say a story. (: hahah meaning, i do like certain Taylor Swift songs! and BoysLikeGirls! hahahah! two is better than one! wooh! love it X14823!

and im starting to like Thunder! sihui la?!!!

today is a winding road, thats taking me to places that i din want to go. wooh. today in a blink of an eye, im holding on to sth and i dont know why i tried, i tried to read btwn the lines, i tried to look you in the eyes, i want a simple explanation; what im feeling inside, i gotta find a way out. maybe there's a way out.

true much?

it doesnt hurt. it wont hurt. i wont let it. i wont let life to break me.

what is left of me?

i just want to be a happy me. maybe its just round the corner. hidden. maybe all it takes, is for me to cont moving on, holding the pieces of my life, praying and hoping with all i have that things will get alright.

maybe. and i think that basically says everything.

im really tired. but, will you be there this time?

p.s. how long do you think it'll take for me to delete this post?

a brand new page (:

hahaah! happy new year! im like. 24+8= 32 (i started blogging at 8pm!!!) hours late! oops! heh! i honestly still cant believe 2010 ended alr! l: i think this last year really zoooomed past! like that retarded motocycle just sped across the expressway near my house -.-

.

rmb, every end is a new beginning.

when you eat an apple, you cut away the rotten parts first right? in this new year, burn all the "rotten" parts off! dont hang on to them. let them go. and start afresh (: let that be your new year resolution (:

let me show you mine! :D

# follow my heart more (better than practical decisions-evolved-mistakes!)

# be a better, more sensitive, helpful, kind and RANDOM person! :D

# learn the secret to how-to-help-him/her-in-any-situation!

# study really hard for the coming "A"s (UGH)

# find myself in helpless situations, instead of losing myself (:

p.s. the top and bottom are of higher priority!

.

whats yours? (; made a resolution list alr?

trouble trouble trouble. omg. remind me of some SNSD song (btw, im not into KPop!) hahahah! you know, at Thailand? there's this amazing piece of beach (in the middle of ocean) that can only be seen once a month when there's low tide?!! in life, sometimes things just look so damn hopeless and bleak. it seems as if there's no where to go, no more options to make. but if you dont give up, the solution will come! it will appear in front of you (: so give up or dont give up? whats YOUR choice?

i just realise.. whats the point in crying yourself into depression? i mean, yea, sometimes reality and problems hit you so hard that you trip, fall, stumble and break a bone or two. after crying for days, shouldnt you stand up already? i think i rather smile and make everyone feel btr (;

does that mean im not sad? or im not sad enugh? or that im strong enough?

just realise this too! if its a new year now.. omg, i've lots of chocolates in my fridge from last year! LOL. mygoodness. only strangers and not-so-close friends should give me chocolates and edible stuff. OMG, i dont like to eat stuff ppl give me la! i bu she de leh!!! ))): *heartache!*

.

i think december of 2010 is one of the best months! :D despite the hectic school life which practically mess up everyone's "leisure time", family time, friends time, and even alone time! this really special group of ppl-- the npgg gang still had time to meet up three times in a month?!!

17th dec! our annual brought-forward-by-a-day! :D

27th dec! first time asking so many ppl to my house! :D POTATO SALAD, FRUIT SALAD AND THE BROCOLLISALAD-TURNED-CURRYPUFFS! (poor jigme's head!)

31stdec&1st jan! :D first sleepover at my house with so many ppl! :D me and hsiyuan most pro! din sleep at all! :D

.

my dear clique, when are we mtg up tgt as one whole group? (:

be daring in life; live life!

凡事無絕對 就是唯一的絕對
所有的聽說 或傳說 親身實驗過才知真偽

人生實驗課開啓 理智休息 打開抽屜 呼喚勇氣
微笑 或哭泣 都是寶貴的數據

a new year. it hasnt fade yet. new memories, more memories. what does it say, when i think of you all day, and wearing this stupid smile? joy, excitement, uncertainty, confusion, hesitation, hope, anticipation, disappointment and many many more. youre just this one guy who evokes so much in me. idk. we got through one year still in contact. its really a big miracle alr. will we make another one by still staying in contact? you dont have to be my happy ending. just a happy memory is more than enough. do you understand?