一杯开水的爱，简单却很实在。

feelings are simple. why do we feel the way we do? there is no reason for it. i suddenly feel bombarded with emotions. well, at least i think im controlling them! not the other way round! :D isit even a good thing?? if only google can show us the reasons why we feel some things! (: why i can feel happy with a tinge of sadness.

i still think feelings are simple. we are the ones who make them complicated (;

///

photos of 27th dec! not sure if i was a good host, but i know i really did enjoy myself! :D

the majority of us! OOPS. jigme got covered by suhui! i din even notice until junjie mentioned it!
think im abit blind ar!

you cant really see, but we are sitting on top of each other! :D heh! fun! i think cos im the one sitting on ppl. LOOOLL



healing is a process where you must first
take the first step.


hahahah isnt this potatoes image adorable? HAHAHAH! ltr your see this image, dont dare eat my potato salad liao! LOL.

ohmy. im so nervous and excited for ltr! woooh! things will be great! :D

nvr had much of an experience with being a host! so instead of asking around for tips, i feel that its btr to just be me and see how things go :D

in life, too, you dont always have to know where youre going! sometimes its really enough to know what you want or what makes you happy.

YOU are wonderful. dont let anyone else tell you otherwise (: each and every one of us is perfect in our own unique way (:

i wish i can take away all your heartaches, pain, hurt, hopeless and woes away. and give you peace and comfort. i wish, i hope and i pray. i really just want to make things right for all of you.

Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.
-- John 14:1-3

come feel the magic!
it's xmas eve!


its xmas eve! this weekend is the time for YOU to be happy and jolly (: find peace this xmas (: im hoping i'll find mine, and you find yours too!

there's nothing perfect that we can do. unless there's such a thing as perfect mistake! dont be so harsh on yourself-- its not worth it.

there's a crack in everything. thats how the light gets in.
i love this.

are you my brand of heroin?

i sound like some drug addict! HAHAHAHAHAHHA! this is (part of!) one of the few twilight quotes that are imprinted in my head!

someone special;
last christmas, i gave you my heart
but the very next day, you gave it away
this year, to save me tears
i'll give it to someone special
//
i guess im a fool, bcos youre still special. but i dont care.
you make me really really happy. youre worth it-- cn you see that?
even if i've to worry and fear over what might happen tml, its today that matters.
am i being selfish?

last christmas is my favourite xmas non-carol song! :D i love ashley tisdale version the most! im sorry taylor swift ):

the npgg annual! :D hahahahh! lots of fun! hope nxt year will be just as fun too! :D :D :D really enjoyed myself (: hope its a great day for the others too! (:
p.s. guys? you got to stop getting stuck in the toilet! in turns! LOL.

there's a post xmas party over at my hse on the 27th!
hahahahahahahaha i kinda got alil crazy while inviting ppl, so there is like, at least 23 ppl coming?? if no one else cancels, of cos. wow, will my house explode? :D
heh. these few days, i was toying with the idea of letting my blog rot and die. or sth. lol. bcos i've a diary now and im getting the hang of a diary! so the idea of writing everything down into it is way moreeee appealing. LOL. for one, i've no need to censor my thoughts! lol. is there actually someone who really blogs entirely truthfully? l:

hahhah! sugar rush ytd! but i slept pretty well, surprisingly. LOL. i still cnt believe fx bought cotton candy for me in jb! :D :D :D lol

went for the candle light service ytd. i was really glad i went (: tho, i only like the second hour of it. LOL. i like the sermon?? and the candlelight while singing xmas carols. (: the sermons part was really touching. God is amazing, wonderful and everlasting. He alone can give us peace, forgiveness and healing. things that are priceless and we do not deserve. may His light shine on each and every one of our lives (:

He changes lives for the better.

and im going to smile and be happy. for i've Him in my life. for everyday is a gift. even if i face with many difficulties and feel like giving up, i know that every breath is priceless. and i cant waste it. (: and so, YOU should smile more too! (: (: (:

have i mentioned that my microwave has spoilt? LOL. my old microwave has just two knobs-- to control the heat and set the timing. my current one has abt a MILLION buttons! choose what meat-- fish, chicken etc! :O crazy! im going nuts over it. )): i think i really prefer simplicity in my life. who else?

but..
i also think that life would be pretty boring if everything is simple and easy. we are weird ppl-- we'll only start cherishing and reflecting and growing after we lose sth. and often, we arent so lucky to get second chances. lets be smarter and learn from past mistakes (:

p.s. im loving whatever i've in life.

just finished Vampire Diaries season 1! :D wooh! hahahah! well, yes, the image above is from Twilight the movie. hmm i think i prefer Twilight more, given the plot is simpler. but VD has more action. hahahah! and the actors in VD are much better-looking than T! LOL. i think the acting skills in VD are better too.

in Twilight, Bella felt.. inadequate; in VampireDiaries, Stefan feels insecure. hmmm.

p.s. im liking Damon more than Stefan these few days! esp as the eps progress!




YOU deserve to smile and much more.

/////
{edited'}

everyone has secrets. everyone has experienced hurt, that is well, life-changing or life-crashing. i guess things really change when someone.. moved on to another life. i grew out of my rose-tinted glasses when it was my grandmother, albeit unwillingly and agnst my will. life went through another a dramatic change when it was.. her. well, life has a rotten sense of humour, i cn tell you that. really really rotten. if i can personify life, i cn tear it apart and feel nothing at all. it sucks. life moves on, still. the world doesnt stop rotating on its axis, just bcos my world fell apart. the world doesnt actually care. so, i cont smiling. i cont looking for miracles and reasons to be happy everyday. every minute and second of my day.

and econs is definitely one reason for me to be grumpy.

i love life
bcos youre in it.


warning! alot of photos ahead (:


there are many ways for ppl to let their frustrations, anger and disappointments go. letting balloons go, hitting pillows, sleeping, crying and writing them works!

for me, penning them down is one of the three tested-and-proven methods. as i mentioned, i bought a red diary; wrote 3 entries so far. be it thanksgiving or secrets, i think im a happier person now! muahaha! :D heh! its filled w my innermost thoughts and reflections.. i hope no one will ever pick up this ordinary looking book and read it! that will make me feel really vulnerable and exposed ):

on the topic of baby photos, someone owes me baby photo(s) hor! can i demand xmas present one not? :D

was a host ytd! hahah! awesome :D my dad's cooking is awesome, my mother's cleaning up is awesome, my brother is awesome-ly quiet ytd, and the company (MEEE!) is awesome! LOL. the fujifilm camera is awesome too! :D


Indian Poker! :D (i lost!)

my wonderful gigantic BEAR! :D


YOU MATTER.


i've too many/ much
# icecream at home! like FIVE big tubs!
# time-reading devices in my room alone!
# mineral bottles on my table???
# friends going overseas )))):
# rubbish in my room (SHIT! sihui coming over tml! and i asked her to ask crystal, diana and jaime!)
# nail polish stains on my varnished table! (nail polish is a vile substance!! ugh!)

and this leads me to..

too much laughter tdy!! :D :D heh! is this the first time me crystal jaime and sihui come tgt? :D FUN! :D hahaha! and first time going crystal's hse w her cousin! unfortunately, she's sick, crying and screaming alot-- so no pictures of her! but she's still really cute :D :D :D

hahahah really enjoyed myself tdy :D some photos of us tdy! :D

my favourite group photo! :D crystal, jaime, me, sihui (:
heh! retarded ppl! :D
the two of them so cute right!

life :D is beautiful. if it doesnt, im just going to rub my eyes, close my eyes, pray, wish and see things in another manner (: look at the bright side. always.

and! i hope i din make the wrong choice!! ahahaha! asked my mother, and told sihui she cn come tml! and i even told her to ask crystal diana and jaime! hmmm cnt wait to show my huge bear to them! but.. you know what that means? i gotta clear my rooooommmmm! oh crap ):

to do list:

- re edit econs

- revise chem organic (UGH)

- tidy my room (DOUBLE UGH!)

dont be afraid

hahahha! i feel like singing and dancing to this song right now! weird. LOL :D

Honey, i like the way youre everything i've ever wanted~

we just gotta make meaning for our own lives;
(:

the world is a beautiful place. even if bad and unfortunate things do happen. keep looking out for miracles (:


heh. isnt this picture cute? ahahaha! life is really funny. what does it say when you cnt fit into the smallest size and children's biggest size?? does it say oh, you are not yet an adult, nor a child, so you arent supp to wear pants?? LOL. for my super-skinny brother, size 28 is too big, then my mother went to look at kiddie size-- he cnt fit! hahahah! surprisingly, HangTen got XS :O which he can wear! :D
p.s. i think my loose-for-me size 24 jeans might be tight for him! so he's size 26?? :O


omg! im a 17 year old aunt with 7 year old niece/ nephew?!!! :O i've like, 5 nieces and nephews (and 1 still in my cousin's stomach!) l: omg, i suddenly feel really old! hahahahah! my brother is 15, and he has a 7 year old niece :O there's sth wrong w the age! we aren't that OLD! *denial*

oh! watched Narnia ytd :D :D i like it! hhahah! my questions/ observations!
#1. i've no idea how their uncle look like! the only time he appeared, the newspaper covered his face. ): he doesnt talk either!!
#2. does anyone know how peter, susan, edmund and lucy's parents look like??
#3. a complain-er can be pretty hilarious!
#4. did the director/ producer know that the 4 kids would grow up to become so pretty and handsome now?? :O

work hard. i think that is life's one big challenge, isnt it? plus, with laptops, Internet, phones and tv.. there are distractions everywhere!

you reap what you sow.
at the very least, you wont have any regrets at the end of the day. maybe your best isnt enough; but at least, you can still feel at peace. knowing, you really did all you can.
p.s. i think exams not only test your.. knowledge and preparation, but also your mental strength. we are all superheroes after surviving so many exams and still standing now! and battling stress right this moment!

hhhahahha! my (ugh! i had these words now!) niece and nephew were teaching my poor aunts French ytd! LOL. they nearly died. my brother and i were having so much fun laughing at my aunts' horrified expressions! :D :D



It's OK 我不會累 要大風吹 吹走壞感覺;

there kinda, lots of things i want to say tdy, but i've no idea where to start. hahaha! so lets start with, oh, sixth sense/ intuition/ gut feeling. been having lots of that recently-- no idea why. had two ytd, and apparently they were right. LOL. anw!! my gut is telling me to get a diary. for what, idk! i had one cheapo de, but i gave up. aft writing one book?? lol. hope i cn find what i need (:
.
if what your intuition is telling you is opposite of what your head is saying-- what should you do? for once, i hope my common sense would shut up! and just let this be right.

heeh! heather says my blog is too happy. and w too many random stuff. AHAHHAHA! i din realise my blog is too happy! she says she only look at the pretty pictures. lol. and.. i think im so bad (just bad, nvr evil okay?). hahaha! while heather was getting so irritated and starting cracking her knuckles, i was just laughing uncontrollably. lol. i couldnt help it. idk why. (:
.
hahahah! i wonder if aiksheng realise when i signed out of msn. (eh, he realise chin charles replied 6 hrs ltr!) LOL. i always always do this to him when im on the phone w heather! i'll say brb, and nvr come back. oops! :D

isit really a serious dilemma? i cnt see and think clearly any longer l: to be honest, i really believe my emotions are back- normal, i mean. but i dont think that is the case. oh God, what do i do now?
.
i was really happy that week- despite getting frozen in stupid air con rooms. but somehow, everything went downhill since then.
.
i think im supposed to get angry. LOL. but i cnt. i only find doubt, uncertainty, disappointment, hesitation and that stupid bit of hope.
.
p.s. heh. i dont think this post is really happy :O

p.p.s but i can still smile :D

In Christ alone, my hope is found. He is my light, my strength, my song.

-- in Christ alone

intuition or superstition?
vivian (i hvnt see her bf yet!!) posted this on fb. LOL, my brother was making me hear this song for dk-how-many-times a day! so, now im kinda addicted to it alr. hahaah plus this video is much btr than the mv-like thing! (:

simple words, right? and damn simple design (its actually non-existant la!) but there's sth abt this image..

一杯开水的爱，简单却很实在。

feelings are simple. why do we feel the way we do? there is no reason for it. i suddenly feel bombarded with emotions. well, at least i think im controlling them! not the other way round! :D isit even a good thing?? if only google can show us the reasons why we feel some things! (: why i can feel happy with a tinge of sadness.

i still think feelings are simple. we are the ones who make them complicated (;

///

photos of 27th dec! not sure if i was a good host, but i know i really did enjoy myself! :D

the majority of us! OOPS. jigme got covered by suhui! i din even notice until junjie mentioned it!
think im abit blind ar!

you cant really see, but we are sitting on top of each other! :D heh! fun! i think cos im the one sitting on ppl. LOOOLL



healing is a process where you must first
take the first step.


hahahah isnt this potatoes image adorable? HAHAHAH! ltr your see this image, dont dare eat my potato salad liao! LOL.

ohmy. im so nervous and excited for ltr! woooh! things will be great! :D

nvr had much of an experience with being a host! so instead of asking around for tips, i feel that its btr to just be me and see how things go :D

in life, too, you dont always have to know where youre going! sometimes its really enough to know what you want or what makes you happy.

YOU are wonderful. dont let anyone else tell you otherwise (: each and every one of us is perfect in our own unique way (:

i wish i can take away all your heartaches, pain, hurt, hopeless and woes away. and give you peace and comfort. i wish, i hope and i pray. i really just want to make things right for all of you.

Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.
-- John 14:1-3

come feel the magic!
it's xmas eve!


its xmas eve! this weekend is the time for YOU to be happy and jolly (: find peace this xmas (: im hoping i'll find mine, and you find yours too!

there's nothing perfect that we can do. unless there's such a thing as perfect mistake! dont be so harsh on yourself-- its not worth it.

there's a crack in everything. thats how the light gets in.
i love this.

are you my brand of heroin?

i sound like some drug addict! HAHAHAHAHAHHA! this is (part of!) one of the few twilight quotes that are imprinted in my head!

someone special;
last christmas, i gave you my heart
but the very next day, you gave it away
this year, to save me tears
i'll give it to someone special
//
i guess im a fool, bcos youre still special. but i dont care.
you make me really really happy. youre worth it-- cn you see that?
even if i've to worry and fear over what might happen tml, its today that matters.
am i being selfish?

last christmas is my favourite xmas non-carol song! :D i love ashley tisdale version the most! im sorry taylor swift ):

the npgg annual! :D hahahahh! lots of fun! hope nxt year will be just as fun too! :D :D :D really enjoyed myself (: hope its a great day for the others too! (:
p.s. guys? you got to stop getting stuck in the toilet! in turns! LOL.

there's a post xmas party over at my hse on the 27th!
hahahahahahahaha i kinda got alil crazy while inviting ppl, so there is like, at least 23 ppl coming?? if no one else cancels, of cos. wow, will my house explode? :D
heh. these few days, i was toying with the idea of letting my blog rot and die. or sth. lol. bcos i've a diary now and im getting the hang of a diary! so the idea of writing everything down into it is way moreeee appealing. LOL. for one, i've no need to censor my thoughts! lol. is there actually someone who really blogs entirely truthfully? l:

hahhah! sugar rush ytd! but i slept pretty well, surprisingly. LOL. i still cnt believe fx bought cotton candy for me in jb! :D :D :D lol

went for the candle light service ytd. i was really glad i went (: tho, i only like the second hour of it. LOL. i like the sermon?? and the candlelight while singing xmas carols. (: the sermons part was really touching. God is amazing, wonderful and everlasting. He alone can give us peace, forgiveness and healing. things that are priceless and we do not deserve. may His light shine on each and every one of our lives (:

He changes lives for the better.

and im going to smile and be happy. for i've Him in my life. for everyday is a gift. even if i face with many difficulties and feel like giving up, i know that every breath is priceless. and i cant waste it. (: and so, YOU should smile more too! (: (: (:

have i mentioned that my microwave has spoilt? LOL. my old microwave has just two knobs-- to control the heat and set the timing. my current one has abt a MILLION buttons! choose what meat-- fish, chicken etc! :O crazy! im going nuts over it. )): i think i really prefer simplicity in my life. who else?

but..
i also think that life would be pretty boring if everything is simple and easy. we are weird ppl-- we'll only start cherishing and reflecting and growing after we lose sth. and often, we arent so lucky to get second chances. lets be smarter and learn from past mistakes (:

p.s. im loving whatever i've in life.

just finished Vampire Diaries season 1! :D wooh! hahahah! well, yes, the image above is from Twilight the movie. hmm i think i prefer Twilight more, given the plot is simpler. but VD has more action. hahahah! and the actors in VD are much better-looking than T! LOL. i think the acting skills in VD are better too.

in Twilight, Bella felt.. inadequate; in VampireDiaries, Stefan feels insecure. hmmm.

p.s. im liking Damon more than Stefan these few days! esp as the eps progress!




YOU deserve to smile and much more.

/////
{edited'}

everyone has secrets. everyone has experienced hurt, that is well, life-changing or life-crashing. i guess things really change when someone.. moved on to another life. i grew out of my rose-tinted glasses when it was my grandmother, albeit unwillingly and agnst my will. life went through another a dramatic change when it was.. her. well, life has a rotten sense of humour, i cn tell you that. really really rotten. if i can personify life, i cn tear it apart and feel nothing at all. it sucks. life moves on, still. the world doesnt stop rotating on its axis, just bcos my world fell apart. the world doesnt actually care. so, i cont smiling. i cont looking for miracles and reasons to be happy everyday. every minute and second of my day.

and econs is definitely one reason for me to be grumpy.

i love life
bcos youre in it.


warning! alot of photos ahead (:


there are many ways for ppl to let their frustrations, anger and disappointments go. letting balloons go, hitting pillows, sleeping, crying and writing them works!

for me, penning them down is one of the three tested-and-proven methods. as i mentioned, i bought a red diary; wrote 3 entries so far. be it thanksgiving or secrets, i think im a happier person now! muahaha! :D heh! its filled w my innermost thoughts and reflections.. i hope no one will ever pick up this ordinary looking book and read it! that will make me feel really vulnerable and exposed ):

on the topic of baby photos, someone owes me baby photo(s) hor! can i demand xmas present one not? :D

was a host ytd! hahah! awesome :D my dad's cooking is awesome, my mother's cleaning up is awesome, my brother is awesome-ly quiet ytd, and the company (MEEE!) is awesome! LOL. the fujifilm camera is awesome too! :D


Indian Poker! :D (i lost!)

my wonderful gigantic BEAR! :D


YOU MATTER.


i've too many/ much
# icecream at home! like FIVE big tubs!
# time-reading devices in my room alone!
# mineral bottles on my table???
# friends going overseas )))):
# rubbish in my room (SHIT! sihui coming over tml! and i asked her to ask crystal, diana and jaime!)
# nail polish stains on my varnished table! (nail polish is a vile substance!! ugh!)

and this leads me to..

too much laughter tdy!! :D :D heh! is this the first time me crystal jaime and sihui come tgt? :D FUN! :D hahaha! and first time going crystal's hse w her cousin! unfortunately, she's sick, crying and screaming alot-- so no pictures of her! but she's still really cute :D :D :D

hahahah really enjoyed myself tdy :D some photos of us tdy! :D

my favourite group photo! :D crystal, jaime, me, sihui (:
heh! retarded ppl! :D
the two of them so cute right!

life :D is beautiful. if it doesnt, im just going to rub my eyes, close my eyes, pray, wish and see things in another manner (: look at the bright side. always.

and! i hope i din make the wrong choice!! ahahaha! asked my mother, and told sihui she cn come tml! and i even told her to ask crystal diana and jaime! hmmm cnt wait to show my huge bear to them! but.. you know what that means? i gotta clear my rooooommmmm! oh crap ):

to do list:

- re edit econs

- revise chem organic (UGH)

- tidy my room (DOUBLE UGH!)

dont be afraid

hahahha! i feel like singing and dancing to this song right now! weird. LOL :D

Honey, i like the way youre everything i've ever wanted~

we just gotta make meaning for our own lives;
(:

the world is a beautiful place. even if bad and unfortunate things do happen. keep looking out for miracles (:


heh. isnt this picture cute? ahahaha! life is really funny. what does it say when you cnt fit into the smallest size and children's biggest size?? does it say oh, you are not yet an adult, nor a child, so you arent supp to wear pants?? LOL. for my super-skinny brother, size 28 is too big, then my mother went to look at kiddie size-- he cnt fit! hahahah! surprisingly, HangTen got XS :O which he can wear! :D
p.s. i think my loose-for-me size 24 jeans might be tight for him! so he's size 26?? :O


omg! im a 17 year old aunt with 7 year old niece/ nephew?!!! :O i've like, 5 nieces and nephews (and 1 still in my cousin's stomach!) l: omg, i suddenly feel really old! hahahahah! my brother is 15, and he has a 7 year old niece :O there's sth wrong w the age! we aren't that OLD! *denial*

oh! watched Narnia ytd :D :D i like it! hhahah! my questions/ observations!
#1. i've no idea how their uncle look like! the only time he appeared, the newspaper covered his face. ): he doesnt talk either!!
#2. does anyone know how peter, susan, edmund and lucy's parents look like??
#3. a complain-er can be pretty hilarious!
#4. did the director/ producer know that the 4 kids would grow up to become so pretty and handsome now?? :O

work hard. i think that is life's one big challenge, isnt it? plus, with laptops, Internet, phones and tv.. there are distractions everywhere!

you reap what you sow.
at the very least, you wont have any regrets at the end of the day. maybe your best isnt enough; but at least, you can still feel at peace. knowing, you really did all you can.
p.s. i think exams not only test your.. knowledge and preparation, but also your mental strength. we are all superheroes after surviving so many exams and still standing now! and battling stress right this moment!

hhhahahha! my (ugh! i had these words now!) niece and nephew were teaching my poor aunts French ytd! LOL. they nearly died. my brother and i were having so much fun laughing at my aunts' horrified expressions! :D :D



It's OK 我不會累 要大風吹 吹走壞感覺;

there kinda, lots of things i want to say tdy, but i've no idea where to start. hahaha! so lets start with, oh, sixth sense/ intuition/ gut feeling. been having lots of that recently-- no idea why. had two ytd, and apparently they were right. LOL. anw!! my gut is telling me to get a diary. for what, idk! i had one cheapo de, but i gave up. aft writing one book?? lol. hope i cn find what i need (:
.
if what your intuition is telling you is opposite of what your head is saying-- what should you do? for once, i hope my common sense would shut up! and just let this be right.

heeh! heather says my blog is too happy. and w too many random stuff. AHAHHAHA! i din realise my blog is too happy! she says she only look at the pretty pictures. lol. and.. i think im so bad (just bad, nvr evil okay?). hahaha! while heather was getting so irritated and starting cracking her knuckles, i was just laughing uncontrollably. lol. i couldnt help it. idk why. (:
.
hahahah! i wonder if aiksheng realise when i signed out of msn. (eh, he realise chin charles replied 6 hrs ltr!) LOL. i always always do this to him when im on the phone w heather! i'll say brb, and nvr come back. oops! :D

isit really a serious dilemma? i cnt see and think clearly any longer l: to be honest, i really believe my emotions are back- normal, i mean. but i dont think that is the case. oh God, what do i do now?
.
i was really happy that week- despite getting frozen in stupid air con rooms. but somehow, everything went downhill since then.
.
i think im supposed to get angry. LOL. but i cnt. i only find doubt, uncertainty, disappointment, hesitation and that stupid bit of hope.
.
p.s. heh. i dont think this post is really happy :O

p.p.s but i can still smile :D

In Christ alone, my hope is found. He is my light, my strength, my song.

-- in Christ alone

intuition or superstition?
vivian (i hvnt see her bf yet!!) posted this on fb. LOL, my brother was making me hear this song for dk-how-many-times a day! so, now im kinda addicted to it alr. hahaah plus this video is much btr than the mv-like thing! (:

simple words, right? and damn simple design (its actually non-existant la!) but there's sth abt this image..

Huo Huiqing.
hws
gmss
nyjc
17october1993



God is our refuge and strength,
a very present help in trouble.
- Psalm 46:1


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