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Saturday, October 30, 2010

perhaps a break is what
all we need.

on the whole, ytd was a happy day! hahahhaha! first, i sent a random "IT'S FRIDDAAAYY" msg to cheer ppl on, and got my inbox flooded. lol. i think i totally deserve it. fyi my phone vibrated like siao. i was so worried it'll break down on me before nxt month!! ): lol

dry run was pretty great! less nerves, cos i think less audience. LOL. and yes! im finally loud enough! woooh! but.. the assessor totally forgot abt me for QNA ): am i invisible? plus, i wear dark blue shirt, while the other members wore uniform leh!!!

trying to do sth constructive in the library while waiting for sihui. omg, its damn cold inside?? it was air con, plus rain outside! lol. i still think you should THAW aft getting frozen tho. hahahahh

dinner at tamp, pizza hut! with (3S) sihui suhui shichin, (2A) ailing aiksheng, (L) liuzhi, (W) wanxin, (J) jigme/ the-reason-why-we-laughed-so-damn-hard! it was a rushed-planned-out dinner but it was really fun!

hahhah! ohman. i really miss seeing you guys. idk, everytime i see your, all the stress etc seem to uh. evaporate. lol! (: (: (: hahahah still rmb how we "camp" outside pizza hut to wait for our turn. and how we spam photos! and how ailing was doing her pw with.. lol, shichin as the table and jigme as the take-notes-de! how when we finally got got our food.. aiksheng added pepper, cheese and chilli into his soup! :O hahaha and how jigme says "i dont want to lose you before NS!" (fyi, i hope aiksheng doesnt get sent to the kitchen as assitant during NS!) towards the end.. hahhahha we laughed at jigme's (badly mistaken) chinese! btw he doesnt know how to write the third letter of his chinese name! he looked at his IC :O lol. and he doesnt know how to use a chinese dict, and wonder why there isnt any english in it! (his chinese isnt good, but his gp damn good!!!) hahaahha i hope suhui uploads the videos soon! oh, and the photos using liuzhi and suhui's camera! :D i'll upload one or two! (: or three, depending on my mood! hahaha! :D

one of the last epic moments of jigme's : the toothpicks we used outside pizza hut were in his pants pocket throughout the entire dinner! he totally forgotten abt them!
(we left at abt 10 30. hahahah if i rch home late cos i meet up w friends? its usually bcos my sec school mates are too much fun!)

wanxin! (: hope the dinner last night was great (: happy birthday! :D stay cute, yea? :D

crystallim, dianapoh, heatherlee, tansihui, tenweimei!!! clique gathering? seriously, choose a date, i'll get sth planned out (: it usually helps alot when we are tgt (: (: (: in life, there are always disappointments and we have to learn to let go. thats why we have God and friends! sometimes, just your efforts alone isnt enough, but never let that stop you from working hard. i love YOU.

it's a sat morning! so what if i have dental in the morning, and a level chinese on monday, and OP looming and all? its the weekend! :D

just to see you (: and im contented already.
[EDITED!]
(crazy) suhui & the birthday girl, wanxin! (; ( all 4 of us are 17 le! hahahah my shirt! :D )
me and wanxin! look at her! :D (right) the ONLY guys that day! jigme, aiksheng, shichin (:
all of us! :D look at our happy faces! woooh!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

will you believe me if i tell you
"it'll work out" ?

rmb the M&M (:
M oderation
&
M iracles.

if you do not have enough faith, i have sufficient to share (:

everyone has troubles and problems.
but i believe, they will all work out.

trust me? (:

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

just wanted to say:
it'll work out.
(:
life has been hectic! even aft promos *faints* how could i ever think that life would be easy aft the hellish promos? i think my brain is crazy! with OP and stuff..

i cnt help but notice how ppl around me have become more depressed, down, cranky and generally unhappy. ): cheerios! (: bcos you know this will all end soon! and i demand that i see your cheerful self aft pw! :D

i think im lucky. lol, in many aspects (; like pw. all groups have problems. mine too! talk abt this absentee member who hasnt contribute anything (not even a slide or picture or animation or word!) and hasnt signed on the wr so.. yep, our grp cnt submit it yet l: and we cnt get feedback on I&R, since he hasnt submitted his. and 2nd draft is due this week! but! the rest of the members are cooperative and we did extra work. i know. really, i know our efforts would pay off (: you too, have to trust that (:

cnt believe im jealous of a lil boy ): you know, he has such a loud voice! i want that for OP! hahahaha omg. i want to hide my face somewhere! i was so nervous that i was seriously shaking like mad. lol. my classmates were saying, omg, how did you manage to finish your presentation when youre shaking so badly?! honestly? i have no idea too! nerves. its just nerves. nth serious (: we can conquer stupid OP! :D

as i said previously.. im going to post sth abt rice! :D
*clears throat* my classmate recounted this for me. and omg, i laughed damn hard at it!
apparently, two guys were preparing fried rice for their home economics assessment. so, idk how! they obviously tot that there's nth wrong in pouring rice into the pan and start frying. and i mean, "mi" not "fan"! fyi, "mi" is uncooked rice, and "fan" is cooked rice. hahahaha! yep! they poured uncooked rice and expected a plate of fried rice would somehow appear infront of their eyes by frying that -.- ohmygoodness! even if they dont watch people cooking.. they should see on tv that you dont fry "mi" to get fried rice, right?! why isit called "chao fan" instead of "chao mi"? i suppose, they nvr tot of that (:

damn happy (; got my appetite back! woooh :D diana and sihui! hope that happens to your too (:

ethel tan is crazy. LOL. she asked if i would call my children "cotton candy" and "KOI" in future?!! ofcos not!! *offended* hahah! :D

i think this post is long. LOL. and crappy. hahahah! i think im nervous l: the aftermath of first crappy OP rehearsal. and the 'anticipation' for tml's release of promos results! as well as OP trg. but hey!

a little faith goes a long way!
:D

i wonder.. am i just more adept at running from problems, or having a firm belief that things would simply work out?


Saturday, October 23, 2010

balloons;
fly away & be gone.

grumbles. (im nasty from lack of sleep!)
tdy din start off well, but it will be a great day! my parents lost their temper at me when i woke. and then tried to be nice after that. well, can i say, so what the hell happened??

you know. do parents ever realise that we are growing and maturing as years pass by? and that we can spot lies easily? and how do they expect me to not know when they have been talking abt it straight in my face for the past month?? cos, i really dk.

i still have trouble w left and right. LOL. i kinda lost my way while finding the toilet -.- i somehow think 'right' is 'left' then ended up in the swimming pool instead!! ever since that, i keep mixing up left and right throughout the whole day. LOL. doing animation for OP, thinking of 'right' but i somehow chose 'left' and tot i click the crt one )): and by the way! im a pro at animation alr?! :D

had dimsum! LOL. my auntie was trying to be funny. hahahah she said EH! then your buy dimsum like see doc isit?! still need take Q number de! hahahaha. my aunts were also saying how they couldnt stand it when ppl dk the meaning of Qs overseas! and recounting the ridiculous things some do to cut Qs! and we were teasing my brother. hahahha *mean*

my cousin-in-law is pregnant! woooh! will have a baby cousin soon! :D hahaha apparently, my uncle is really really excited for his grandchild. but lol, now six weeks only leh! he over-reacting la!!

saw three of my jc classmates tdy! lol. she is crappy as usual, and she siao one! say im pretty when she's damn pretty tdy! :D i almost couldnt recognise her! saw one 'couple' (recognised as one, but they nvr deny or admit!) at sengkang! wow, twice this week! saw them tgt at paya lebar on thurs, while meeting crystal! the two of them uh!

i love eeyore. and lol, this is interesting (;
winnie the pooh was based on psychological problems; winnie had an eating disorder, pigglet had generalized anxiety disorder, eeyore had major depression and tigger had ADHD! :D

it hurts to see her like this. if i could, can i please take on some of her pain. anything, anything that can make her life easier; i'll do it. perhaps bcos of this, other problems seem to pale in comparison.

Deuteronomy 31:8
Do not fear not be dismayed.

hold His hand;
i'll smile, i'll laugh, i'll joke. bcos i'll be strong and not make you worried. (: (: (:

Thursday, October 21, 2010

truth be told,
i miss you.
(:
crystal!! hahahah omg. lunch today was great! was it bcos of the company? LOL. eh i shouldnt praise crystal anymore, she's alr super bhb! and she still dare to say i thick skinned leh! lol. i nvr knew that singpost has pastamania! seriously! since when?! lol. and i know she's really happy with him. most of the time, she says. hahaha. omg, she seriously smile non stop leh! wow!

this is for people who are receiving their results. dont worry, dont fear (: bcos there's nth you can do about it now. does that sound depressing? but rmb, there's absolutely nothing wrong with falling. unless you nvr learn to stand up.

Once upon a time, there was a farmer in the central region of China. He didn’t have a lot of money and, instead of a tractor, he used an old horse to plough his field.

One afternoon, while working in the field, the horse dropped dead. Everyone in the village said, “Oh, what a horrible thing to happen.” The farmer said simply, “We’ll see.” He was so at peace and so calm, that everyone in the village got together and, admiring his attitude, gave him a new horse as a gift.

Everyone’s reaction now was, “What a lucky man.” And the farmer said, “We’ll see.”

A couple days later, the new horse jumped a fence and ran away. Everyone in the village shook their heads and said, “What a poor fellow!”

The farmer smiled and said, “We’ll see.”

Eventually, the horse found his way home, and everyone again said, “What a fortunate man.”

The farmer said, “We’ll see.”

Later in the year, the farmer’s young boy went out riding on the horse and fell and broke his leg. Everyone in the village said, “What a shame for the poor boy.”

The farmer said, “We’ll see.”

Two days later, the army came into the village to draft new recruits. When they saw that the farmer’s son had a broken leg, they decided not to recruit him.

Everyone said, “What a fortunate young man.”

The farmer smiled again – and said “We’ll see.”

MORALOFTHESTORY: Many times what looks like a setback, may actually be a gift in disguise. And when our hearts are in the right place, all events and circumstances are gifts that we can learn valuable lessons from.

you know.. i actually have no idea why china! LOL. this story de "background" is really random?!!!!

i wanted to post sth really amusing about rice.. but i shall do this another time (; so.. rice. think rice. now i wont forget abt it!

maybe its my fault. and maybe one day.. youll tell me the reason. will you?

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

it's green. it's random. it's happy.
it's me and you!

hahah HAPPY BIRTHDAY TENWEIMEI! now everyone who "hops" my blog will know there is a wonderful girl who turns 17 on 20 10 2010! :D may all your troubles turn into blessings or just vanish (like those stains on clothes in the ad!) :D i love you!

something random tdy. im still afraid of cats and dogs. lol, i mean fine, they are cute. in photos! but i think they are scary in reality. i cnt rmb a time when im not scared of them! must be my mother's bad influence! lol. she'll pull me and my brother to the middle of the road bcos of some barking dogs. LOL. i saw this cute little caucasian boy! this white dog was what? one arm's length away from the boy! by that, i mean the little boy's hand! LOL please, my arm definitely longer than his, lol. i think the little boy is damn cute and damn brave! :D

i got freaked when i turned my head to the stairs and saw a cat! sheesh. i literally broke out in cold sweat in that millisecond! tsk. the cats in my neighbourhood has a knack or sick habit of scaring me! ): lol. my father finds me amusing. that such a big human can be scared of a small animal. LOL

crystal! heh, its really fun to see you in nyjc :D miss seeing you in school ): hope youll rmb to check my blog tml (; will post sth for you! and ofcos, that post isnt just for you la! i just brought forward the day i post it, for you. (:

i think im the one with low EQ. really. and im getting better at this :D

a retarded mv for an equally retarded you! (:

Monday, October 18, 2010

unusually tired tdy; but..
it'll be okay!

*sighs* there are mainly two kinds of lecture: to teach or to scold. and i experienced both tdy! seriously, youre disappointed in us, and cn i say "me too"? do you think we love it when we cnt understand? do you think we love it when our performance are substandard? thanks man, youre a great encouragement. my pw tutor lost her temper at us. well, i cn say, im almost used to it alr. lets get pw over and done with! good grief. lol. cheerios!

tansihui! lol. omg, she scared me in school tdy! again! lol, i think her way of showing affection and greeting is through scaring. and giving me the shock of my life! i hope my heart is getting stronger! hhahhaha

sitting at the front in the LT is scary. lol. really, you have to take note if you need to open the door for others! even if youre happily, innocently talking to your great friend (tsk, weimei!) ! :D

cinnamon melt. lol. i love it. even aft waiting to try it for what? almost a year?? hahahah its damn nice (; heh, i literally have to force my dad to try one bite! :D
i told you. i think i know myself more than i believe.

its funny how much i still think about you. i thought of you when my classmates mentioned that they had to go to a museum (again) for pw. and when i saw a yellow highlighter. and when i saw someone walking like the way you do. you.. (;

{x} stop worrying others
{x} get my appetite back!
{x} im older now; so start being more mature and strong (;

; for me it happens all the time

Saturday, October 16, 2010

i tell you.
i never expect much from you. friends, you say. sure. fine. im okay w that. i had been, and will be. but can you please. please stop telling me to stop liking you. i cnt do that. i really cnt. if you cnt stand them, i cn tell them to shut up, okay? just stop that. please.
i'll be strong. i always am. so, dont worry.
it started as my choice, and only i have the right to decide what i will do.
you should never have given me that, and i will never tell you why.


i promise,
i'll smile after this. (:
did
im really trying. when i told you i agree, i meant it. i really naively thought that as we grow older, problems will become simpler and life would be carefree and damn easy. i thought that studies would always be manageable. that friends would forever be there and there will never be any conflicts. that i'll like a guy and there wont be any problems at all. that nothing, nothing like that year would ever happen again. so what if they showed obvious favourism towards my brother? so what if they made me feel so unwelcomed? so what if they dont care about me? i care about them. but why. why one after another, they become sick. why. why wont my parents tell me anything abt them? i know, i know deep down that she doesnt have much longer left. i know she's hurting now. i know, if my parents ever tell me abt her, it wont be any good news. i know. but i really dont know how much more of this i can take. where is my breaking point? have i reach it yet? or have i long passed it, but simply refuse to acknowledge it. i really hate myself. right now, i dont need any comforting words. i dont need anyone to save me. all i want, is someone. just someone to talk to me. to crap to. i know im not alone. but its really hard to feel that way. ytd.. was really great. i always hated my birthday ever since that year. i never wanted to celebrate my birthday, knowing she wont be there. despite that, i was genuinely happy ytd (: thank you. idk what i will do if you guys werent there. can you understand?
i'll be fine. i'll be strong.
you
i think, random-ness runs in my family. like, seriously! my sister told me, she was told that this bowl is chip and break-resistant! she din believe, so she dropped the bowl onto the floor. LOL. just to see whether its true ornt?! she siao one right! no wonder im not exactly normal too! :O oops! hahahaha
but hey! i've nvr tried dropping a bowl on the floor to test anything de hor! :D
read
had chocolate 'lava' cake and icecream just now! wooh! damn shiok (; hhahaha the chocolate was great! but damn ex ): i think my sister is seriously broke ): she's damn nice right! (: since she's my sister! lol
chocolates.
that
another day.
part?
buckets! (;
random :D

Friday, October 15, 2010

one word,
thank you.
hahahahah this year's definitely memorable. lol, i seriously din expect any celebration. hahahah im still shocked now. :O you guys are.. outrageous?! LOL. thanks alot (': really. i wasnt even planning to celebrate it this year.
p.s. the photos.. hahaha fine, i'll upload afew (;

{x} fooxin could carry me up?! she's crazy!! lol
{x} i think i've great friends!
{x} nvr realise the extent of melissa (sorry, c!) irritating-ness!
{x} the people, who saw me, must have been jealous of my presents :D
{x} sengkang is a damn ulu place! ):
{x} i need to start believing
{x} nvr trust a map; its deceptive! me and dewi nearly died walking to the bus stop!
{x} im kinda hungry l:
{x} i think im selfish.
{x} it symbolizes sth in my family; or isit just a simple coincidence?

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

postpromos = random! :D
finally.
LOL. i can breathe freely now. wooh! :D thats great. promos, you totally sucks. hahahaha! now? its time to do stupid stuff. like blog-hopping, watching retarded anime! going out, oh. ): and chioning pw. but still. promos' officially over! (: (: (:
this feeling after the exams is still the same.

random image, random post. hahaha. you know, my dad sprayed cologne (thats guy perfume!) on my leg last night!! then i smell and feel like a guy!!! LOL retarded.

ohyea! i heard this on the radio. psle science question: why do elephants have such big ears? hey, i din think of this qn okay! hahhahaha im not that weird! :D

and!! class bbq this fri! i hope lots of photos will be taken! i wna upload some photos on my blog! as in, photos. not images, like i've frequently been doing. the last photo i uploaded was.. LOL alice-in-wonderland that day i think :O at vivo!

yet another year. i wonder.. if am i the only one who remembered.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

trying to be happy;
and i succeeded (:
that feels great. hahahah! hvnt really been sleeping the past few days. promos, if im polite enough, will you please return me my sleep? ): lol.
hmmm sending random smses in the morning. (: (: tried to study idiotic chinese and chemistry. hahaha had mac for lunch! (jealous much? lol) laughed at stupid things, and oh reborn! i love Katekyo Hitman Reborn :D lol. its funny and it makes me laugh. hahahah (:
p.s. im still watching it!

random. an ad on the newspaper shows ... cotton candy!! omg. i want!! LOL. i deserve to be a kid sometimes right?! :D reminds me of malaysia/ genting, hahah that time you were kinda bullied into that and fx promising to treat me cotton candy if i get 2 As for promos (but not quite possible luh.) i really want cotton candy ): encouragement, please?

John 14:1
Let not your heart be troubled.

i realised tdy that there are only 6 people. 6 special people whom i really care about. (:

Friday, October 08, 2010

flying away.
just to escape.. idk what im feeling actually. its just too damn complicated for myself. LOL. i guess one word could be disappointment. damn promos. messing me up, from the inside out. ):
but i'll be fine. i always will be. (: (: (:
p.s. i miss the swing! ):

this is just so weird. here's what i dreamt of last night(yes, right before an exam!): chips. lays chips. sour cream and onion.
guess what? my parents really did buy that this morning! muahahahahahahaha :D *damn happy*

another random thing! just talked to jaime on msn! hhaaha she's still damn funny. and still call me goldfish for reaons-i-cnt-rmb! lol. i hope nxt fri's gathering will be on! (: hope to see the class! i really miss f4/1! *sighs*

OH! and im finally going to use fb on 12oct!! hahahah finally man. i wonder how it feels like. (: will it still be the same?

i feel like screaming and singing this song in the rain!


你到底懂不懂
我只要一點溫熱的觸碰

Sunday, October 03, 2010


promos is coming! like seriously. the first paper starts tml! *hits the panic button* ): oh damn. lol. let me calm myself by posting some random stuff that nobody but myself read it anw. (:
ilikeyou
Pray, Aim High & Stay Focused
There once was a man who had nothing for his family to eat. He had an old rifle and three bullets. So, he decided that he would go out hunting and kill some wild game for dinner.As he went down the road, he saw a rabbit. He shot at the rabbit and missed it. The rabbit ran away.Then he saw a squirrel and fired a shot at the squirrel and missed it. The squirrel disappeared into a hole in a cottonwood tree.

As he went further, he saw a large wild “Tom” turkey in the tree, but he had only one bullet remaining. A voice spoke to him and said, “Pray first, aim high and stay focused.”

However, at the same time, he saw a deer which was a better kill. He brought the gun down and aimed at the deer. But, then he saw a rattlesnake between his legs about to bite him, so he naturally brought the gun down further to shoot the rattlesnake. Still, the voice said again to him, “I said ‘Pray, Aim high and Stay focused.” So, the man decided to listen to God’s voice.

He prayed, then aimed the gun high up in the tree and shot the wild turkey. The bullet bounced off the turkey and killed the deer. The handle fell off the gun and hit the snake in the head and killed it. And, when the gun had gone off, it knocked him into a pond. When he stood up to look around, he had fish in all his pockets, a dead deer and a turkey to eat for his family.

The snake (Satan) was dead simply because the man listened to God.

moralofthestory: wait, be still and patient, keep God first and everthing else will follow.
alot
ngshichin
Matthew 6:34
So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
dont worry, dont fear. have faith, huiqing (:


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