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Saturday, January 30, 2010

who knew i could still miss you?

orientation was like.. ugh, totally different from secondary school de. i mean, if you put aside the ice breakers part. and school tour. (p.s. the college tour totally cmi. i still have no idea what part of the school is which!) and the mass dance. (however, jc's mass dance is waayyyyy more difficult!)

i dont think i want to really talk abt the points i dont like the orientation, abit mean :O but, the mass dance is sth i can never master! ): and the sentosa trip! some ppl *clears throat* were stranded at sentosa, took one hour from dismissal to reach harbour front mrt. )):

well. i like the lame jokes! hahahah, okay, thats lame. but you can hardly expect the councilors to come up with so much funny jokes right? lols. and i like the fact that there's air con in the hall even tho i can hardly feel the cool air but at least it isnt hot and humid in there. and the list goes on :D


C L I Q U E!
talked with Crystal Diana Heather SiHui last night :D WeiMei mia throughout the whole night ):
it felt as if i haven't seen/ talked to Crystal and Heather for ages! ): why are things like this? ):
but i believe we wont drift apart that much! cos got me!! lols. i'll spam your with calls and sms! :DD

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

NYJC!! :D
Diana SiHui WeiMei and i are going to be school mates! ♥
crystal and heather are going to be school mates, but its on the other side of the world! ): acjc. its far like crap! (quoting Heather :D)

let's continue staying in contact okay! :D we might be apart but our friendship and shared memories will bring us back together!


i will miss you, but that is all that i'll let myself feel.

Friday, January 22, 2010

chalet; 21- 22 01 2010
faith 4/1 2009
first thing first, OMG! i din sleep at all! not a wink! hahah! din know what i actually did the entire night. and throughout the chalet! its like, just talking, mahjong, tv and.. eating, maybe? hahah, nth liao!! oh, and of cos, taking photo. shit. i gotta uplaod and tag the photos on facebook! nightmare! /:

secrets. hahah. half the time i din know what they are talking abt -.- anw, i understood the other half, i guess. the "gamemaster" cheat de! her secrets also not really secret?!!

talking. sth like heart-to-heart (and face-to-face) talks. i guess we need more of that huh.. well. im very glad you two are really really smiling at each other (:

nostalgia
it may be the last time alr. is it really too difficult to say what you really think and feel? idk. i really dk how jc life ll be. i really cnt imagine life without you. your. ):

can we have another gathering? (:

i was really happy you said that. it guess it's enough for me. really. hearing it from your mouth.
i lied. i just couldn't face it and say it out.

Friday, January 15, 2010

jc life. well, how hard can it get anw? in any case, at the very least, i've WeiMei to pei me at nyjc :D which hopefully i cn get in (: english. chinese. General Paper. Project Work. A level. God will make a way (: no point worry abt it now right?
right. positive thinking.

dont be afraid to take a leap of faith! :DD
carpe diem!
i'll treasure every single moment i've with you (:

the movie i want to watch. alot alot!



Monday, January 11, 2010

maybe all i ever wanted was your approval.

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

if i could help it,
i wouldnt want you to let me know that.
i dont know what is the right thing to feel and do;
i hate this feeling.
lost. always wondering what's the right choice.




positive thinking. zero expectation, zero disappointment.

Sunday, January 03, 2010

the worst thing about this is that even though i know it is impossible,
i keep hoping.


Saturday, January 02, 2010

small simple gestures. yet they remind me of you.
the second day of 2010.
i really dk how life will be. im scared. im scared that i wont be able to adapt to a life without you. your. im scared that one day.. we willl lose contact. and lose whatever that we have between us.
why cnt friendship be a bond that we can never break?



1 jan; picnic and mahjong session with AiLing Vivian WeiMei AikSheng HsiYuan Jigme Joash JunJie ShiChin Terence Wesley!
picnic-ed at ecp! hahah, no wet weather! lucky us :D but.. even tho there is a limited variety of food, still cnt finish! [why cant you all make it? ):] and.. 16 bottles of drinks?!! wow. hahah played 'concentration' and the .. number game (to finish the food!)? poor HsiYuan. keep getting bombed by me "11 11 5 5!" :D HsiYuan and Jigme kena the most amt of jelly. and Jigme alot of cream puff too! LOLOLS! JunJie got a cream puff that resembled shit! yes, s-h-i-t! XDD hahah and AiLing's jelly that doesnt resemble cat or dog! they all look identical! :D
went to ShiChin's. mahjong! hahah. ShiChin's face super red! sun burn, or lolols as AiLing said, water burn? lols. Joash abit blur huh! tsk tsk. not a good tchr! lolols. poor HsiYuan (agn)! laughed alot when Joash was teaching HsiYuan how to play! XDD JunJie and Vivian *shakes head* your play mahjong can be less funny ornt! hahah! :D
hahah my potato salad finish! :D i think i lost.tho.


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