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Thursday, November 26, 2009

if only i can control my thoughts and feelings..

25 nov
swimming!

finally got to stretch my limbs. what a wondrous feeling! lols. seriously feel awesome after swimming! but deep-bone tired. hahah too long nvr din exercise le. muscle aches, hit my toes agn, splitting headache. my eyes couldn't adjust back from the pool water, damn pain and dry. and no eye mo at home!! ahh! and feverish too. omg, my body cannot tahan four hours of swimming! lousy *shakes head*

my brother can swim le!! *claps* :D


26 nov
cycling!

call me crazy, call me dumb.
yes, i went cycling when my body is still screaming that i need more rest. way to go, girl!

lols. right this minute, im starting to regret my decision.

i cant even walk properly, for Pete's sake! my toe there, the skin came off?! how did that happen?! dont ask me, i've no idea.

if the skin is red, isit sun burn? bcos im told that if its red and pain, its sun burn. mine is not! its itchy, on the other hand! scratch until skin came off /: *shudders* not a nice sight.

i hate lotion. and now, bcos of sun burn, im forced to apply lotion. ugh. how can anyone like applying this.. sticky coloured liquid stuff on their body?

how can anyone get sun burn for two days in a row? is that person blur or stupid? i think its the latter, tho.

// wants to mahjong ):
din get to touch the tiles at all!! haiix, made sihui bring it for nth.. sorry.


i think i was acting like a bitch just now. im just tired and i cant walk properly. and well, that's just my problem right? it shouldn't have been hard to smile abit now and then. instead of giving an expressionless face. is it pointless to say im sorry now?

and there's this frigging application in facebook that is so damn true la. i tried it three times ( two times were out of spite. i din believe it would be true agn. ) and all true? ahh! crap. why cant the other applications be true too? why just this single application? ):


sometimes, i wish im a mind-reader; so i can read your thoughts and not have to second-guess what you are thinking about. sometimes, i wish my heart is a computer and my mind is the remote control; so i can switch my feelings off and not feel hurt.
and i know deep down, it is not possible.


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