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Friday, October 16, 2009

im a blessed and lucky girl.

P L E A S A N T _ S U R P R I S E.

wow. i hadn't expected that. i thought i'd only receive one present. i mean, who has time to go out and buy present with olevel coming? and.. hahah this year more successful; the element of surprise is there!

B A L L.

i see why everyone's telling me to go for pe. it's really fun! ( maybe minus the fact that jaime laughed at me four times and idk what i did! ) but i think the two uh, things on my toes are blisters. really.

T E D D Y.

big big teddy! i can't believe my parents actually bought me that.. it's.. ex. and the bear is big as in big big!! :D

D E E L I C I O U S.

ajisen! tom yam, crayfish ( not clayfish. yes, i know. ), volcano and beef one! hahah i think we laugh more than we eat XDD

its still feels special. somehow, someway, somewhat.

but i still feel like telling that idiot who said time heals all wounds to eat his words.

expect the unexpected. how true.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

so what? no one cares.

D O N U T S.

omg. so nice can! :D cant resist them! so, shut up, you conscience! XD

everyone needs a get-away sometimes.

S T R E S S E D.

i think im. stressed, i mean. i've an interesting indicator. dandruff. ugh. but it's not helping me to work harder. im still slacking. im still pushing comb humanities ( esp social studies ) one side. been three days already! so, tell me, what's the use of stress when it's not a driving motivation? no use. precisely.

N E U T R A L I S E D.

a reaction between an acid and alkali, producing a salt and water only.

wth, did i just type that?! feeling extremely neutral. i cant believe im going to be 16 already. and i cant believe that i was actually excited about my birthday last year. huh. so, what changed? oh right, maybe bcos this year, most 16 year-olds actually have this thing known as olevels. oh yea, that changed. when we were 15, we dont have that -.-

another year. yet another year without you. maybe its an assurance. maybe its nothing. nothing at all.

C O N F U S E D.

ss is going to make me pull out all my hair. figuratively of course. i mean im only doing SBQs and im already full of questions. will it be worse when i (finally) succeed in making myself study the text? i honestly doubt so.

A M U S E D.

mildly amused. okay, maybe everyone does want to feel special once in a while.

what a major screw-up. i see one when i look at the mirror.

Sunday, October 04, 2009

think i screwed up

another week passed.
graduation service passed.
that reminds me: four years passed!!
it seemed like yesterday; especially the childish uh quarrels with crystal :D and playing throw-the-eraser and accidentally hitting.. aherm.. XD the blue-tack with heather! crystal kicking at weimei chair *ants!* laughing with sihui :D
and say, my.. infuriating habits. pointing far-too-near at people. and uh doing that wrist/arm thing. and hanging up the phone too soon without the good-byes. which im proud to say: i kick those habits alr!!
but apparently i got new.. not-so-nice habits *sighs in resignation*

think im falling for those times again (: