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Saturday, May 31, 2008

OH,IM IN A MESS!
EVERYTHING IS IN A MESS!
MY CAMPKIT IS IN A MESS!
MY ROOM IS IN A MESS!
UGH.IM IN A MESS!
NOW WHAT?!

okay,see im updating.
quite bz this wk(:
~~fine this is not an excuse.~~

but,rlly,im not looking forward to camp.
two camps in e same wk is not appealing at all.

PS.TAGS&LINKS ANOTHER DAY OKAY?OWE UR FIRST(:WANT SIGN IOU?

ps,im rlly tired.tired of everything..what is His will for me?i dont know..im so insignificant..all i evr ask for is ur understandin..isit so difficult?of all of them,if only one ll understand me,i expected e person to be you..YOU!im so disappointed in you..what is there to ask for then?when all hopes are down?maybe He ll work a way and perform a miracle now,bcos i surrender every single thing to Him..&you know perfectly well what happened,yet you always..
~~im still hurting..where are you!just where..~~

Friday, May 23, 2008

MAHJONG!!
warning:this is highly addictive!

mahjong is so fun!
thx for teaching me!esp chee heng!
hah!beginner's luck!
lol argue with chee heng for that..nine bamboo tile?
(they said i was like going to murder someone!)
conclusion:mahjong has made huiqing agitated.very agitated.

looking forward to another mahjong session(:
damn fun!

PS.THX ETHEL FOR LENDING ME YOUR STORYBOOKS!!THE PACT(:
&ALL WHO TAUGHT ME MAHJONG,thou i dont know if it is a good thing
ESP CHEE HENG!!
&TAGS TML K?PUT THEM IN MY TAB(:
&FOOXIN ONE DAY FLOWERS WILL EXTINCT BCOS OF YOUR ITCHY HANDS!

~~u fucking idiot!this is a goodbye.ifyouhavenotrealise.~~
~~ps.cont to be so selfish,i am sorry.i cant be your friend.friend is not a punching bag.is not now and ever.here is a kind advice:stop treating your friends like animals.~~

Friday, May 16, 2008

(i feel yellow tdy:D)
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA IM BACK!!
lol..very crazy tdy!must be bcos exams are finally over!
but ofcos, im not as crazy as crystal.that is for sure.
seriously,who can be more crazy than crystal?

(:seeyou exams!
shall see you agn ltr this yr.
but im not lookin forward to it!
so take ur time!

nth much to update.
except e fact that my dad is damnit!stubborn!
as stubborn as a bull!
now i know why i so stubborn.
it must be in e genes!

i dont see any harm stayin over at crystals hse!
not like one night she can jiao huai wo!
heh.paiseh uh crystal!

he just says that he dont like e idea.
so much for being a family man!
LOL one in a million!

but too bad.
im,aft all,my dad's daughter.
im goin to badger u until u let me!
see who more stubborn!
HMPH!

(:enough of my affairs,
hope all of us wont get a heart attack on tue.
damnit man.i dont want to see my results.
i scared i ll freak out :X

lets face it then.
pray,gettin results shld nt be as scary as seatin for e exams right?
or isit not?

i think im goin to hv a nervous breakdown.
god help me!

&i will stay strong

ps.im sry..pls understand..if u dont,rlly there is nth i can do..believe it ornt,that is e truth.it is ur choice to believe..u just hv to trust enough to believe..if not,evn if e truth,with all e evidence in e world,u ll still not believe..

PS.i miss you..it feels like just ytd..

Friday, May 02, 2008

HELLO!!(:
GOODLUCK FOR THE COMING MYES!!
GOD BLESS!!

ps.selfish you! have you ever spared a thought for the people around you? you live not for youself, but for Him and others! if you enjoy hurting people so much, sorry, i am just not there for you to hurt. you will never know how much your snide remarks hurt me.. maybe one day, just one day.. i will turn nasty to you.. love and hate are two strong words.. with totally different meanings.. i will give you one last chance.. i really cant take the pain.. stand in my shoes for once.. just once.. that will make all the difference..

&take your indifference, you idiot!

&silent cries that you just wont hear..