22june

okay this is stupid and maybe lame..as u see i bought this paper to tie paper crane with heather and theres this stupid and maybe lame words at the top..this is it:
一颗心 - 唯一的爱
两颗心 - 相亲相爱
三颗心 - 我爱你
五颗心 - 我爱死你了
十一颗心 - 最爱
三十六颗心 - 两情相许
六十六颗心 - 永不分离
九十九颗心 - 天长地久
一百零一颗心 - 永浴爱河
三百六十五颗心 - 愿望成真
isit stupid or lame?or both?

due to my laziness 'time constrain' i shall only reply to todays tag!sry abt it.. =x

[我真的很心软吗]
[[也许这都是真的吧。。因为。。]]我的心真的很痛很痛。。

六月二十一日

如果。。你似乎失去了親情和友情﹐愛情又零蛋﹐你會怎麼辦﹖
姐姐再次食言了﹐弟弟再次和我唱反調﹐媽媽不理我﹐爸爸他。。朋友[們]和我的距離似乎變長了。。

為什麼你[們]食言了。。

憶萬個謝謝。。那些有繼續tag我的。。我今天沒有心情回復所以改天吧﹗﹗
希望你們看得懂我在寫什麼﹗﹗

希望你們每天都過得開開心心
[倒霉的我現在手還在痛]
[[既然你說寫了出來心情會好一些些]]

6june

i want to be loved..i really want to..

6june

finee weimei since u say that if i update about this i will feel better i shall do it then.

my brother just came home.when he came home he dingdong-ed the bell like he urgently needed the toilet,bt he wasnt.i was a lil slow coz i was doing smth on the internet and had to tell my grandpa to sit down i go and open the door for my brother.cant he be a lil more considerate?!when i opened the door he gave me that look.that angry look.when i rang the bell he also takes his own sweet time.say w8 ar watch tv for afew more sec.s then open the door.if its my sis he will quickly go open the door.after opening the door he came to the comp. room and shouted at me when i used the comp.i said 1+ he:why so late! as if i will lie to him liddat.and he:zo ji dian cai ke yi yong! until 3+ i will stop. he gave me the look as if i killed his parents or i landed him in jail liddat.hit the bed stormed out of the room and banged the door.after that my mom called and wanted to talk to my brother.i went to give him the phone and he stared at me and scratched my hand.

is it my fault to pass him the phone?is it my fault to open the door?is it my fault to tidy my room and use the comp. at 1+?is it is it?

why is he always doing this to me?did i owed him anything?is he expecting me to smile at him and say thank you?im his sister.no matter what he also has to give me a lil respect.i din scold him i din shout at him i din hit him i din scold vulgarites at him.i wasnt as fierce as my sis if he were to do that to my sis.just what did i do wrong?passing the phone opening the door tidying my room and using the comp ltr?am i wrong?am i?

why is he capable of making me cry?why?if my mom din dote on him so much maybe he wont be like this.if my mom din make me to give in to him all the time maybe he wont be like this.if my mom din always see me in the wrong maybe he wont be like this.

im really tired.i dont want to think abt this brother le.why must i always cry because of him?why must i always break my promise to god because of him.why cant he be mroe considerate.be more patient.be more..

ur tell me what to do with this brother..today isnt the worst le..he always shout vulgarites at me if hes at a worse mood.do ur ever see a younger brother treat his elder sister like this?im really a failure at being a sister.

i always believed in this:
there are people in this world who try to hurt you,but there are also people who get hurt because you are hurt.
now i believe that my brother is in the group who tries to hurt me.and wont feel bad abt it.and will still hurt me over and over again.

i really feel like crying..i really want to give up..i really want to forget about this..i really want..

ytds night scenery is weird..dark bkground with white patches on it..

ohno!todays the second week of the holidays le!!and i have yet to finish one hmwk!!si le lar!! ):

first aid test ard the corner too..dont feel like studying..heathers post:you!call 995 and get back to me! (:
im goin to fail the test i tell u!my dad says i not enough qi..to make the chest rise up..and i cant remember the steps..for cpr and unconscious choking thing.. ):

today i try to start on my theclaymarble de ws..and geog?and if possible read the steps for cpr..
wish me good luck bah! (:

my brother says im a guai tai,one whos weird, and hes a guai tai,one whos obedient.. (: then my mom says we are all guai tais,one whos weird!though she very reluctantly admitted shes a guai tai,one whos weird,too ):

todays fun fun fun!!to start of the day i was woken up by sms-es from heather and weimei lol..
florist belle is superfriendly and told us to only tape the ribbons to the chairs?and we had to throw all the rubbish inside our pocket so at the end of the day my pocket was full of ribbons and became a portable rubbish bin!so for the remaining 1hr+ we were playing ard the church..the church is nice and simple ;D ! benjamin and john are cuuteeee!!especially john maybe bcoz hes younger ;p !though in the end we dont know if the puddle of his saliva is cleaned up..i think john loves spiderman coz hes 'climbing on the wall' and trying to stand but unfortunately fell on his buttock twice?they are cuteee!!haha (:

after that we were ushering and blurblurme followed heather ard and only asked a question when heather says excuseme to the person x) coz i dont dare ask ;x we made some silly mistakes like bright or gloom?bright left, right?after that there was this mao wang particular man with a hairstyle like a cat came and was sitting down with a baby..heather was telling him smth like sit at the cry room with her hand beside her mouth..this mao wang with his hand beside his mouth told heather my baby doesnt cry ;D guai tai de mao wang!which baby doesnt cry lar!i think somewhere between the 'ceremony' his baby gave a squeak?and heather and i stationed at the bridegrooms side where his family friends colleagues students will seat went full house so we had to station at crystals and kenlias side which is the bride side..where crystal qiang wan wo men de shen yi!

went to give flowers to the bridegroom for grandmas and mothers..so paisehh lar the lady told me to go too early and i was left there standing when the bridegrooms speech had just started!and kenlia nervous until her flowers were shaking?ye gou kua zhang le bah?!shes rude..when we were praying shes answering her phone and talkin quite loudly..haiix..basic respect?

(: kenlia only told us why she wasnt unpacking the guides store on 6june when heather i think said dating ar?and me crystal gabrielle there ooooo.. her..reason:party.

;D haha got a flower..lol gabrielle took all the rest in a black rubbish bag..

went home with heather soon after..crystal very funny called heather over the phone and said smth when i can hear her voice even without the phone across the road beside heather..?and we din know which side de bus to take coz heather says this and crystal says the other..we alighted halfway coz we arent sure if we are on the crt bus.. (: on an adventureeee..! at tanah merah mrt until potong pasir mrt we keep laughin..tanah merah mrt got three trains and i told heather the middle train to changi was for us to cross over to the pasir ris train..heather was like ooh.. x)heather said the flowers looked like an egg with a big yellow flower in the middle and few big white flowers surrounding it..and she took a long time to think of it..and we were quite lost..after we alighted at city hall we went up the stairs instead of just walking straight..to the other mrt..heathers bus = huiqings train (: we were crazy on the mrt always laughin..

crystal nxt time better check ur world bagde if its upside down hor...
mslin mrstan looks prettyyyy in her wedding gown!!

arhh!!why my blog always he wo zuo dui de?!i want use weimeis blogskin but i wont be able to see my posts.last time i want to listen to other ppls blogsong finish cannot but now can.hmph hmph hmph whats wrong with my blog!!
sorry weimei cannot use your blogskin D;

yippees!!my blogskin is readyyyy!! ;D haha!!
weimei:i dont like it .. i love it!!

_todays first aid is so fun!though coz of that i missed kitchen cip..
the instructors are funny!cracking jokes and all..but some of the videos are sad.. D;
i laugh until tears came out?!especially the part where we are lying down on the mattresses and buddy checking is we suffered any fractures or injuries..after that saw mrswong in a ..dontknowwhatyoucallthattopandbottoms.. she does look funny..
i hate the cpr coz the chest din rise as expected and i cant locate where to pump ? and theres no crack crack sound coming from it?im going to fail this first aid!!!
crystal pro lor!so much strength until the head came off!crystal still punched its head after the whole thing ended..
_so excited!!tmrs mslin wedding and we are going to be urshers!!
but unfortunately we have to wear full-u and plait our hair.. D; sad right?
_yippees!!weimeis going to make blogskin today!!haha

22june

okay this is stupid and maybe lame..as u see i bought this paper to tie paper crane with heather and theres this stupid and maybe lame words at the top..this is it:
一颗心 - 唯一的爱
两颗心 - 相亲相爱
三颗心 - 我爱你
五颗心 - 我爱死你了
十一颗心 - 最爱
三十六颗心 - 两情相许
六十六颗心 - 永不分离
九十九颗心 - 天长地久
一百零一颗心 - 永浴爱河
三百六十五颗心 - 愿望成真
isit stupid or lame?or both?

due to my laziness 'time constrain' i shall only reply to todays tag!sry abt it.. =x

[我真的很心软吗]
[[也许这都是真的吧。。因为。。]]我的心真的很痛很痛。。

六月二十一日

如果。。你似乎失去了親情和友情﹐愛情又零蛋﹐你會怎麼辦﹖
姐姐再次食言了﹐弟弟再次和我唱反調﹐媽媽不理我﹐爸爸他。。朋友[們]和我的距離似乎變長了。。

為什麼你[們]食言了。。

憶萬個謝謝。。那些有繼續tag我的。。我今天沒有心情回復所以改天吧﹗﹗
希望你們看得懂我在寫什麼﹗﹗

希望你們每天都過得開開心心
[倒霉的我現在手還在痛]
[[既然你說寫了出來心情會好一些些]]

6june

i want to be loved..i really want to..

6june

finee weimei since u say that if i update about this i will feel better i shall do it then.

my brother just came home.when he came home he dingdong-ed the bell like he urgently needed the toilet,bt he wasnt.i was a lil slow coz i was doing smth on the internet and had to tell my grandpa to sit down i go and open the door for my brother.cant he be a lil more considerate?!when i opened the door he gave me that look.that angry look.when i rang the bell he also takes his own sweet time.say w8 ar watch tv for afew more sec.s then open the door.if its my sis he will quickly go open the door.after opening the door he came to the comp. room and shouted at me when i used the comp.i said 1+ he:why so late! as if i will lie to him liddat.and he:zo ji dian cai ke yi yong! until 3+ i will stop. he gave me the look as if i killed his parents or i landed him in jail liddat.hit the bed stormed out of the room and banged the door.after that my mom called and wanted to talk to my brother.i went to give him the phone and he stared at me and scratched my hand.

is it my fault to pass him the phone?is it my fault to open the door?is it my fault to tidy my room and use the comp. at 1+?is it is it?

why is he always doing this to me?did i owed him anything?is he expecting me to smile at him and say thank you?im his sister.no matter what he also has to give me a lil respect.i din scold him i din shout at him i din hit him i din scold vulgarites at him.i wasnt as fierce as my sis if he were to do that to my sis.just what did i do wrong?passing the phone opening the door tidying my room and using the comp ltr?am i wrong?am i?

why is he capable of making me cry?why?if my mom din dote on him so much maybe he wont be like this.if my mom din make me to give in to him all the time maybe he wont be like this.if my mom din always see me in the wrong maybe he wont be like this.

im really tired.i dont want to think abt this brother le.why must i always cry because of him?why must i always break my promise to god because of him.why cant he be mroe considerate.be more patient.be more..

ur tell me what to do with this brother..today isnt the worst le..he always shout vulgarites at me if hes at a worse mood.do ur ever see a younger brother treat his elder sister like this?im really a failure at being a sister.

i always believed in this:
there are people in this world who try to hurt you,but there are also people who get hurt because you are hurt.
now i believe that my brother is in the group who tries to hurt me.and wont feel bad abt it.and will still hurt me over and over again.

i really feel like crying..i really want to give up..i really want to forget about this..i really want..

ytds night scenery is weird..dark bkground with white patches on it..

ohno!todays the second week of the holidays le!!and i have yet to finish one hmwk!!si le lar!! ):

first aid test ard the corner too..dont feel like studying..heathers post:you!call 995 and get back to me! (:
im goin to fail the test i tell u!my dad says i not enough qi..to make the chest rise up..and i cant remember the steps..for cpr and unconscious choking thing.. ):

today i try to start on my theclaymarble de ws..and geog?and if possible read the steps for cpr..
wish me good luck bah! (:

my brother says im a guai tai,one whos weird, and hes a guai tai,one whos obedient.. (: then my mom says we are all guai tais,one whos weird!though she very reluctantly admitted shes a guai tai,one whos weird,too ):

todays fun fun fun!!to start of the day i was woken up by sms-es from heather and weimei lol..
florist belle is superfriendly and told us to only tape the ribbons to the chairs?and we had to throw all the rubbish inside our pocket so at the end of the day my pocket was full of ribbons and became a portable rubbish bin!so for the remaining 1hr+ we were playing ard the church..the church is nice and simple ;D ! benjamin and john are cuuteeee!!especially john maybe bcoz hes younger ;p !though in the end we dont know if the puddle of his saliva is cleaned up..i think john loves spiderman coz hes 'climbing on the wall' and trying to stand but unfortunately fell on his buttock twice?they are cuteee!!haha (:

after that we were ushering and blurblurme followed heather ard and only asked a question when heather says excuseme to the person x) coz i dont dare ask ;x we made some silly mistakes like bright or gloom?bright left, right?after that there was this mao wang particular man with a hairstyle like a cat came and was sitting down with a baby..heather was telling him smth like sit at the cry room with her hand beside her mouth..this mao wang with his hand beside his mouth told heather my baby doesnt cry ;D guai tai de mao wang!which baby doesnt cry lar!i think somewhere between the 'ceremony' his baby gave a squeak?and heather and i stationed at the bridegrooms side where his family friends colleagues students will seat went full house so we had to station at crystals and kenlias side which is the bride side..where crystal qiang wan wo men de shen yi!

went to give flowers to the bridegroom for grandmas and mothers..so paisehh lar the lady told me to go too early and i was left there standing when the bridegrooms speech had just started!and kenlia nervous until her flowers were shaking?ye gou kua zhang le bah?!shes rude..when we were praying shes answering her phone and talkin quite loudly..haiix..basic respect?

(: kenlia only told us why she wasnt unpacking the guides store on 6june when heather i think said dating ar?and me crystal gabrielle there ooooo.. her..reason:party.

;D haha got a flower..lol gabrielle took all the rest in a black rubbish bag..

went home with heather soon after..crystal very funny called heather over the phone and said smth when i can hear her voice even without the phone across the road beside heather..?and we din know which side de bus to take coz heather says this and crystal says the other..we alighted halfway coz we arent sure if we are on the crt bus.. (: on an adventureeee..! at tanah merah mrt until potong pasir mrt we keep laughin..tanah merah mrt got three trains and i told heather the middle train to changi was for us to cross over to the pasir ris train..heather was like ooh.. x)heather said the flowers looked like an egg with a big yellow flower in the middle and few big white flowers surrounding it..and she took a long time to think of it..and we were quite lost..after we alighted at city hall we went up the stairs instead of just walking straight..to the other mrt..heathers bus = huiqings train (: we were crazy on the mrt always laughin..

crystal nxt time better check ur world bagde if its upside down hor...
mslin mrstan looks prettyyyy in her wedding gown!!

arhh!!why my blog always he wo zuo dui de?!i want use weimeis blogskin but i wont be able to see my posts.last time i want to listen to other ppls blogsong finish cannot but now can.hmph hmph hmph whats wrong with my blog!!
sorry weimei cannot use your blogskin D;

yippees!!my blogskin is readyyyy!! ;D haha!!
weimei:i dont like it .. i love it!!

_todays first aid is so fun!though coz of that i missed kitchen cip..
the instructors are funny!cracking jokes and all..but some of the videos are sad.. D;
i laugh until tears came out?!especially the part where we are lying down on the mattresses and buddy checking is we suffered any fractures or injuries..after that saw mrswong in a ..dontknowwhatyoucallthattopandbottoms.. she does look funny..
i hate the cpr coz the chest din rise as expected and i cant locate where to pump ? and theres no crack crack sound coming from it?im going to fail this first aid!!!
crystal pro lor!so much strength until the head came off!crystal still punched its head after the whole thing ended..
_so excited!!tmrs mslin wedding and we are going to be urshers!!
but unfortunately we have to wear full-u and plait our hair.. D; sad right?
_yippees!!weimeis going to make blogskin today!!haha

Huo Huiqing.
hws
gmss
nyjc
17october1993



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