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Sunday, April 22, 2007

this will be my diary post ;p
z_z very tired ar!slpt at 1am+?!and woke up at 8am sharp!had trouble sleeping again!drlee!!i drank two cups of green tea before sleeping alr?!whats wrong with me?!
and ytd i was like an idiot?!wanted to sweep the floor but cant find the broom?!
and im equally hopeless at games and sleeping?!every single time when i wake up i have a sore back or neck or arm..nicee.

ni men ren bu ren wei ren sheng you xu duo mao dun?wo men huo zai mao dun zhong?ju ge li zi lai shuo.xiang ai qing bah,xiang ba ta ge wang le,dan que hen xiang ta.hen xiang qu hen ta,dan you hen ai ta.ta xiang rang wo kuai le xin fu, dan que rang wo shang xin diao lei.ren sheng ye bu shi ru ci mah?ren sheng xiang you yong yuan,dan zhe yong yuan si hu xiang pao mo,xiao si de wu ying wu zhong..

honestly i have no idea why im posting this?somehow just reflecting?and this was exactly what i was thinking last night coz i simply cant fall asleep?!im really a guai tai.honestly.no idea why God makes me this way.though im certain He has a purpose for me.
♥ secrets are never meant for one,but for two.for Him and for me.

the following are rhetorical questions for myself to think abt.u can also try to answer ;p
♪ ni de sheng ming duo you ge 'goliath' na jiu shi ai qing,you qing he qin qing.ni men shuo dui mah?
♪ ru guo wo neng de dao ni na yi xie xie guai xin,jiu yi jing hen man zu le.dan ni wei she me zhe me ling she?yi xie ye bu ken ge wo.yi xie jiu hao le.wo yao qiu yi dian duo bu guo fen. (;p a heap of rubbish!lol.)

my thought ;D are there such things as outer thoughts?
♪ i dont know why.and i dont wish to know why..i want to know the truth yet im running away from it at the same time..
♪ how can u give me hope in the first place and after that push me into despair!u make me tot that theres light but yet u..seem to rip off my last hope.
♪ why do u do things for me half-heartedly?i can feel it.bt it doesnt matter if u do alot or very lil for me.as long as it is accompanyed with genuine care and concern..
♪ why do u still expect so much from me?i learnt the hard way tat the higher the hopes u have for smth,the sadder u ll feel if it fails..

weimei when will you explore my blog ar?
no offence hor.and im nt trying to make u feel guilty or whatsoever!
); u say wo hen ci dun!
rmb my tags hor!
and i seriously find my blog ytd super funny!
i think nowadays im finding more things funny.. =X

♥ i believe in miracles
♥ i hope no one will find my this post extra ;p